monday oh monday~ another new week~
it monday again hahahaha =D hmmmm im not lazy today..lasnyt kan tidur awal so hit the bed before 11 or is it around 11 hahaha =D so i can wake up early n chat wif my cuzzie..so i set alarm kul 4.30... well i dun usually sleep early waaaa..keep on tossing n turning berabisly PLUS neighbour ku ani ya rabbi~ bising bnar..lau kuar bilik nyanyah mulut nya aaah biasa leer org itam hahaha not being racist here man~ i just talk based on experience hahaha =D so end up tidur almost 1am hahaha =D wow..selalu nya paning ku tuu~ kalat plang mataku bnar nya masa chatting atu p aku mau chat ngan dorg..rinduuuu ku berabisly..seriously aku bnar bnar sedih i just watched the video my sis sent rah ku~ sedih eeeh.. ='( *sniff* gileer eeeh sedih bnar ku~
ok i just realised that my 2nd year started on the 25th of september..boring eeeh coz our exam gona be after xmas instead of before xmas..i actually prefer before so that dpt enjoy masa cuti hahaha =D n abis semester awal ani inda *sigh* boring~ ok today kami ada lecture waaaa tentang wat module to take for my second year.. atu aku concentrate berabisly~ ada byk qns waaa arah my head waaa about me dua sub degree ani..panya dpt buat dua dua so i can get 2 degree or i can just focus on one ja~ specialise in one..but i think im gona do both since thats the one that stated in my s'hip form kan kan kan kan..another qn in my head is about wetha its an honour deg or not.. as long as i got 2/2 its honour asal inda class 3.. nauzubillah..mudahan tah 1st class or second..Amin~Amin~ Amin~
ok~ c mas rajin bloggin..y? nada youtube aaaah~ ada plang p lagging bnar ya ari ani bwoooh napa tuuuu aaaah~ tkut plang ku hahaahhaha =D my god ketawa plang hahahaha =Dyatah nie nah ia kan suruh aku buat essay ku~hahahaha i start udah sikit plang nganya..tunggu mood to continue ja nie..started reading dah..sebelum ku tidur semalam..my god buleh inda dpt tido..baca buku HRM handal sangat hahaha..alhamdulilah~ paham jua ku hehehehe =p
im being sooo mean to c dia~ miyan ne~ i didnt mean to do those things to you..but i just cant help myself..my god.. pls forgive me.. c dia yg ku lukai adakah dia terasa akan kekejaman ku~ ku harap dikau mengerti~ pinta ku hanya dikau sedar kesilapan ku~i have to admit..its ME who to be blame..no one else but me~ im sorry..really m~ i feel bad i know i do.. but i cant think it back..i dun knw y~ maybe i havent change mentally~physically~ but i myt change at the chemistry part~ maybe.. used to be so confuse of the whole thing..but now im no longer there.. no longer there!!!!~ sad but true..its too late~ too late for everytin.. everytin that maybe cud happen..but hanya tinggal kenangan yg ku simpan~ im afraid..im very afraid..afraid of wat myt happen next~ aku redha..ku akui ini salah ku~ p now i want to be abit selfish~n think ME first rather than........*blank* as time passed us by..things also keep on changing..seriously u cant avoid changes..everyday u become older by a day..days turn to weeks turn to months turn to years~ dun tell me u dun change a bit~ thats a lie..well not exactly a lie..sumtym pasal u didnt realise that is one of the person's attitude kan kan kan~ hahaha =D
WOW~ napa ku~ aneh bin ajaib~aku nada mood kan buat essay cana nie~ need to finish it by the 1st so i can hand it in on the 2nd..sal due date on the 3rd..my god..luan d bawai waaa malas aaah~after buat assignment ani baru boleh rehat hahahaha =D awuu eeeh mesti pikir catu..coz this is the only assignment left for me to do except for the group work n my individual portfolio plang hahaha..but this must be done ASAP~ need to..biarcha inda bertidur buat hahahah =D ganas dah tuuu mun cani hahahaha =D but yeah~ malas sedang menhantui ku masa ani ya Allah kuat kan laa iman ku~ Amin~ Amin~ Amin~
sampai d sini dulu ayt~ Adios~
assalamualaikum~
LoVe my Family~
Love My BoNaFiDe SiStaZ
Happy Chinese New Year N Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah
now..me malas kan post picture hahahahaha..ngalih mencari nanti tah post hahahah.. ok actually yesterday plang CNY..tahun baru hijrah inda tau bila..is it today? or tommorow? or lusa? teruk eeeh inda tau hahaha opsss..actually iv just started my HRM assignment hahaha baru ku buat heading nya baru typed "introduction" after that..sayu ku hari ani bnar nya~ do u knw how much i wan to go home this moment *sigh* lagu ani punya pasal..sayu ku..everytime aku pigang buku i was like "kuar ku jap eeh liat tv" n reality strikes that im not at home to kuar bilik *sniff* yeah yeah yeah mas homesick again..well it comes n go~ shyte man this song makes me cry..uwaaaa :'(
bnar nya malas kan blogging sorry han for ur disappointment..hehehehe but its funny enuf that everytime ku start typing..panajng hantap hahaha.. tommorow at my house ada makan makan..aku sayu wen my sis ckp.."bee..i wish ur here.." :'( *sniff* *sigh* have fun u guys..w/o me kah w me kah..just send me some pics or video.. ok aku tidur kul 3am tadi n bgn kul 12 tgh ari hahahah..my god wat the heck org d atas belagur lagur..berisik!!!!! rubuh jua ni krg ceiling ku..hahahaha gloomy ku bnar nya hari ani..plan ku inda beguna which is bersih kan my room n start my assignment..bgn tidur liat "1 litre of tears" sedih bnar eeeh cerita aaah nangis ku leh nya..pastu kuar ku jap buang sampah pastu jumpa my housemate nicholas..lain kali muka ku..pasal abis nangis yatah ia tanya "how r u? r u alryt?" hmmm of coz i said "im fine~" hahahaha ia tu nada lagi pertanyaan lain lau jumpa atu jua d tanya nya hahahah =D
lastnyt i was a bit sad laaaa..i realised how time passed us so fast..i mean its already CNY~ Tahun hijrah~ n memories of last year still fresh in my head.. last yr during CNY..me n the HSBC team went convoying to KB..walau aga 2 rumah ja p siuk..arah rumah c vincent and rumah c catherine~ rinduuu ku dorg aaah n also Diana n Wan Ching~ my god.. terkenang ku dorg aaah how nice they have been to us..how understanding n caring they can be.. (my god the noise is so annoying) i msg c vincent, cath n diana wishing dorg CNY.. i dun have Wan Ching's no~ n also my chinese frens here.. Cath replied my msg aaah saying ia kan quit kraja sal she gona migrate to Aussie arah her bf waaa so sweet~ in march~ so i wont be able to c her nanti sedih eeeh~ rindu ku kan ia..all her cards..hand made aaah very nice hahaha~ ingat plang ku c daus hahaha palau anak atu hahahaha =D vincent replied my msg p ia jahat as usual..panyanya hahahaha not sure whetha he's joking or not plang.. ia ckp ia inda kenal aku..sedih eeeeh~ i hope he's joking =P atu kejam lau lupa hahaha~ =D no worries tak bawa ke hati...
second semester is really stressing me out..i got a group work aaah sejak second sem started ani kami alum ada group meeting..ingau ku teruk eeeh..my god i hope everyting goes well..amin~ pray for me too peeps~ i msged my group leader dah asked him to arrange a group meeting ASAP..need to settle things jua kan..n guess wat.. nada reply nya aaaah!!! paloiii kali..teruk eeeh i think im gona msg him again tommorow~ wth~
lately~ i feel as if iv changed alot..i know i promised some people to stay the same..p if u think about it..changes can be good kan? i mean u dont expect people to stay put there waiting for things to change on its own..ok i dun get wat i just said hahahaha =D yeah iv changed n im proud of it.. hopefully im changing for the best..apakan..well i didnt change exactly..hmmmm takut org tanya change cana hahahahaa =D ok laaaa im still the same me..kali~ maybe~ ok hahahaah just forget about the change bit hahahahaha.. waaa confusing jua aaah this paragraph..macam nada inti hahaha =D antam tia..liat ja krg lau curious..pokok nya aaah kdg kdg uv change kan u dun actually realising it.. sama jua tuu feelings..sumtym u think u can handle them..n at the end u just wan to give up..give up because u just cant lie anymore or force urself in doing sumtin ur heart not willing to do~ i think im experiencing that one ryt now..maybe~ *thinking* i need time n space..entah eeeh.. ada that line iv heard before "mengemaskini kan diri" hmm lurus kah inda tuu aaah =p i wish i can type evertin down about my feeling ryt now~ p im still the same ol me at some point..always guilty..takut sakiti hati org..lagi baik ku tahan..even im lyin to myself n force myself "tahan for a while longer" omg~ mcm jargon aaah macam buat org inda paham apa maksud ku..hahahaha i know some of u knw wat i mean....kan kan kan~ i know i hurt "that person"~ if not now..maybe later in the future~ n when that time comes..il be the jahat-ness people..n i need to prepare for that time~ coz i need to be strong to face it
i miss home..im looking at my baby picture that was took luar rumah ku..thinking that im not only leaving brunei for a while but also my house my home my castle where i live since i was born..gosh i miss my room..my house..my tv..my korean box sets..my car..byk eeeeh~ hahahaha =D
oh yeah result A level n AS level kuar dah~ my bro got 4 AS alhamdulilah~ congrates beb~ i love u~ u know i do ryt~ u lanja me nanti k..o maybe aku lanja makan lasagna ja arah pizza hut~hahahaha sambil online arah blinkzone aaah hahaha =D lurus kah inda eja nya tuu hahahaha.. well ur result is soooo much better than me..walau ko inda puas hati hahaha =D a,b,b n c is not bad laaa babe~ buleh~ =p
ok till now lu k~
Happy Chinese New Year~ the Year of Dog..woof woof
SeLaMaT TaHuN BaRu HiJRaH
ConGraTeZ To My BaBy Bro..BeB
CoNgRaTeZ To My Mom...BonDa ku TerSaYang
Assalamualaikum~
LoVe My Family So Much much
LoVe My BoNaFiDe BaBez~
just another Friday
ok its friday the last schoolin day for the week.. wat did i do today hmm~ i set up my alarm at 7.15..n den reset it at 7.30 hahahaha biasa barat masih..force myself out of the bed~ punya payah hahahahaha =D well i got an early tutorial kul 9.15 hahahaha since i dun knw where's the room is so better be early to check em out yaa~ so first time im at that particular place in the library.. ok i had a marketing tutorial tadi..well its normal to prepare before going to every tutorial or else u'l piss the tutor..so i was prepared..hahahaha lastnyt baca the text did the qns n all..n guess wat..i did the wrong one..i flip the page wrong ly in the hand book hahahahaha wat i did was for tutorial2 not tutorial1 wow..advance bnar aku atu hahahaha.. i was so excited about Sony Aibo- robotic dog.. panya the text atu about starbuck hahahaha =D punya blank aku cana kan discuss kan kan kan.. me lau last min atu nah nada mau masuk kepala~ but thank god paham jua ku..so its a success..ok aku ada kawan ngan ku ya rabbi~ annoying nya.. aku gtau my reason yg bnar waaa i flipped the page wrongly..atu ya ambil reason ku jua..wat d heck is wrong wif her..annoyed ku..
moving on~ after that kami rushing out of the class to go to the other class sal c carrie punya explanation panjang..paham pun ku inda hahahah =D antam saja tia carrie..asal bejawapan hahahah =D anak atu cali..but yet annoying..inda tau malu again *sigh* she's a nice person btw..dun get me wrong..im still human punya perasaan yg mudah annoyed jua laaa.. =p ok pastu kami ada Qualitative Methods..in other word is Maths hahahaha well its the stuff yg kami belajar dah..so its a lecture..can u imagine sitting there mendgr about maths..hahahaha punya tah boring..lecturer nya ani lagi byk error..antam..panic pakah.. buleh ia tu ckp ans x=30 p d tulisnya x=10..ia ckp dah 30 tuu p tulis nya 10..wth? hahahaha inda ku tahan eeh ketawa ku tuuu..well im not the only one..pastu ia realise so d tukarnya salah jua nyamu d tukarnya aaah tulisnya 20..apa laaa cikgu ku ani~ aneh bnar.. byk error ya tuu eh napakan tuu buleh 2+1/2 jadi 1/1/2 apa pasal ia dpt ajar kami atu kan..aneh bnar jua tuuu hahahaha.. ok so he was explaining in d concept of business about intersection of demand n supply..where two lines meet..so the Qs and Qd are equal sal arah equilibrium point..ruby asked my napa Qs=Qd..i explained..ia paham..pastu Carrie tanya..aku gtau laa napa..inda ya paham nyamu..so u draw graph supaya ya paham..masih inda mau paham..org dpn ku ani lagi malar liat aku sal she's hinting aku bising..wth!!! stress ku..c carrie ani lagi majal..stress aku atuu ku menahan kan kencing again paloiiii~ stress ku jadinya..ku snap rah nya baru ya tau diam hahahaha =D ok im a bad girl but i cant help it..im still human like i said hahahaha =D yeay ada h/w maths siuk ada kan ku buat..well actuallynya kan byk plang yg ku mesti buat hahahaha but yeah the drive is not there yet..not my fault..well partly my fault..the rest..hmm still my fault hahahahah =D ok lameee~ wateva~
aku inda tau napa lately setiap aku jalan kan aku selalu terjumpa c Alam hahahaha =D tiga kali dah heh..napa kan tuu actually aku jumpa ya marin masa ku jln bali brg..p he was on the other side of the road so i didnt wan to tagur him..so i pretend not to c him..bad mas..so tadi kan aku jumpa ia he said "i saw u yesterday..around 2-3ish..i was like mas mas mas hi..n u didnt see me u just walk away..n the person next tome said awww thats too bad" hahahaha sian jua..sanggup malukan diri panggil namaku hahaha apa punya org..jauh kali aaah~ wth..wateva~ so tadi aku jln pun aku jumpa ia otw balik rumah..haiya..apesal selalu bump to each other aaaah~ but lately aku inda duduk sama ia hahahaha =D entah well im not avoiding IM NOT..its just happen im wif my other frens setiap kali masuk class..not my fault..n i dun c him anywhere..so..yeah..well y m i explaning..paloii macam tah kami ada apa apa =p nada papa nie aaah~ gosh im bored to the max..better start cracking my head tommorow i guess..
ok till then~assalamualaikum~
salam rindu dari baby gee
love my family
love my babes BoNaFiDe
*hugz+kishes*
My First Free Day For The Second Semester
well~ maybe its the only day yg im free for this semester =s boring because kan starting next week kan my thursday ada tutorial hmmm..so no more free day..exception sat n sun duh! memang cuti laa tuuu~ wats so special about today hahahahaha..it's the 19th yo..my lil sis's bday..heya tiiin~ happy 15th bday gurl..i miss ya n i love ya..muahzzz
hahahaha my lil sis no longer lil 15 dah~vain tia krg ani =p
ok me malas blogging last nyt~ so blog today hahahaha..i like my marketing class yesterday i like the lecturer..he makes sense out of everytin..we were discussing about the change in taste of the consumer kan~ pastu ia tanya the class this qn "how many people in this room knows wat they're gonna eat for dinner" well obviously i didnt raised my hand duh~ hahahaha den aku liat..ada org dpn ku angkat tangan..i said waaa she's a mother of coz she knows wat she's gonna feed her family =p he (lecturer) asked again "who just go home check wats in the cabinet n cook".. it was in the morning waa tuuu kul 10 the lecture aaah.. after he asked those qn he said again "lemme change the qn"~ he asked again "do u knw wat ur going to do in 10 years time?" he answered no one knows ryt~ btwn now n dinner time he said there's about 5 hours.. ur plan of cooking dinner myt change~ so thats how life is..thats how consumer is the trend keep on changing.. it makes me think.. THIS IS LIFE~ u never know wat future will bring u~ i mean if u think about it wat r u going to do tommorow? all i can say is i have class from 9-11am..after that i haf no idea~ c..u never know.. apatah lagi in 10 years time.. thats y..ryt now we just have to prepare..kita bertawakal..kita ber plan ja..Allah menentukan~ i m struggling i hope at the end its all worth it..Amin~
this is life ada naik turun nya..but when kita gugur..jgn terima tangan org it shows how weak u r..how reliance u r to others..u have to stand on ur own feet..kita gugur sendiri..kita bangkit sendiri..THAT'S LIFE..no one can help u unless u help urself..when im demotivated..i remembered masa ku still working wif HSBC..those time..my supervisor as me wat she can do/help me so i can be motivated in doing my task..i simply said to her..i need time..i have to motivate myself first then others can motivate me..get it? i mean mcm belajar waaa..walau cikgu d dapan walau bayar tuition..lau diri sendiri inda mau belajar..mana masuk apa apa tuu.. thats the way it goes..the will comes from within~ from inside~ think about it.. waaa i remember masa my tutorial..about leadership..whetha leader are made or born? hahahaha i said..its depends..sum people wan to be a leader..sum people dont..no matter cana dorg kana train they just cant be an ideal leader..thats human~ ada bermacam macam jenis.. inda satu org yg sama.. waaaaa napa ku ckp cani ani aaah~blank aaah~luan kanyang kali..
ok hari ani kan aku makan fish n chips hahahahaha sal i didnt eat my bfast n lunch so aku bali size basar ikan nya pastu kn dakat kul 3 baru makan hahahhaha akhir kan =p masa ku makan kanyang tia..paluii eeeh~ sayang 3pounds ku.. well while im typing these ada masih my fish n chips aaa siring ku..tinggal 1/4 lagi hahahaha =p makan slowly slowly~ aku bali kettle..baru ku bali yo...=D happy ku selama ani kai belanga hahahaha =D sal the kettle yg d dapur atu barigali..plus org punya hahahaha =D bah atu saja before tidur mesti prepare for my tutorial tommorow morning..awal tutorial ku aaah kul9 ayoooo~ cana kan discussion im definitely bangang nie tommorow..n carrie is in my class haiyo~ i hope ia inda memalukan aku~ sheesh..mas jahat hahaha =p
assalamualaikum~
till next time
salam mesra dari hull..
love my fam
love my BoNaFiDe
THE SECOND WEEK OF 2nd SEMESTER" If i were a flower,
then now i'd be a bud.
i shall treasure the beginning of my youth
without any regrets for my future"ok its the second week already..believe it or not my room that used to be so MESSY now is clean yipeee~ pasal aku bersihkan leeer =D happiness comes n go.. but for me true hapiness is the pain in life.. i will not know or appreciate the love from my family if it wasn't from the pain of leaving alone, far far away from them.. it's actually makes me HAPPY somehow that tru all the pain (that im immune) to ryt now =p i realise how much they love me.. im happy now that i can rely on myself.. learn to be independent.. learn to make my own decision =p.. learn to struggle.. learn to stay strong.. learn n learn n learn..the list will go on i tell ya~
i always think dulu masa high school.. "bila abis sekulah ani kan..boring eeeh.. ngalih eeeh" i tell ya..of all my life so far those time were the easiest and the most enjoyable experience i eva had..well there's alot of experience plang hahaha =D byk laaa katakan~ but after A-level..hahahaha went straight to work exactly on the 1st of DEC.. even if i didnt exactly do much work..i mean still undergo training n stuff.. balik rumah mcm org kepisan.. i tell ya working is worse than studying..sana sini pressure..lau inda sanggup mental laaaa~ well its all depends on wat kinda job ur doing actually hahahaha =D now im back in my study life.. hmmm i kinda miss working..siuk kali aaah~ experience..different..n most importantly of coz PAY~ hahahaha =D duh~
ok enuf of this shyte~ actually the purpose of my blogging tonyt actually kan release tension.... *crack* *crack* *crack* thats suppose to be my brain cracking..its the second week n i have 2 weeks left to finish my HRM assignment that cost 25% of the module mark.. ok to briefly sum my course n my modules..im taking B.A Business and HRM.. this includes 6 modules :-
APS= Portfolio (25%) + Groupwork (50%) + QM exam (25%)
Business Environment= essay1 (50%) + essay2 (50%)
Management of Org Behaviour= essay1 (50%) + essay2 (50%)
Human Resourse Management= essay1&2 (50%) + exam (50%)
Marketing= MCQ (50%) + Group Work (50%)
Accounting & Finance= MCQ (50%) + case studies (50%)
errrgh~ sapa jua inda stress haiya..ok clarification for the first sem i did APS,BE,MOB and HRM.. second sem im doing APS, HRM, Marketing n accounting =s haiya....still waiting for my MOB marks..i already got my BE marks..can u believe it i only got 54% for my essay1..i thot im gonna have high for that..but sumhow my answer is insufficient enuf..*thinking* i guess u neva knw wat ur lecturer really wants huh.. for my essay2 i got 65% so overall i got 59.5% sheesh almost 60% isn't it..sasak kuuuuu~ ok i passed one of my modules..Alhamdulilah..in a week time baru kuar MOB takut ku eeeh i knw the markers are strict.. Ya Allah~ lapang kan lah dada ku~ kabak kabak ku eeeh~ insya Allah pass AMIN~ need to score on my second essay for HRM..
ok enuf bout school~ sorry..thats wat iv been thinking lately..dun mind me ayt~ school school school~ better get the engine going soon..cozzz im so d very malas still~ cana nie~ my first step already done..which is clean the room~ need to print notes n go to the library to do some research..n most importantly need to do some reading haiyo n do some online exercise..haiyo~ astagafirullah inda bulih resah or sighing..inda kuasa nya babu =D still ingat.. c diverge pun balik jua sal skulah~ biarcha~
this blog/post ani pasal my schooool stressss.. cali diri nada exam p stress macam org exam hahahahaha sakit dah =D
sampai d sini dulu
Assalamualaikum~
love my Fam & BoNaFiDe
First Day of 2nd Semester
fuh its the very VERY first day of my second semester..gosh come to think about it iv been in UK for more than 3mths already..inda tau bila kan balik entah jadi entah inda hmmm..panya this year dec sampat raya..hehehe aidil adha plang..:p ..ok..gileeer eeeh biasa nya aku bangun akhir tiba tiba bgn awal ayooooo~ ok i was a BIT late for my class hehehehehehe actually~ supposedly~ i was early tapi the entrance near my lecture theather kan bertutup so cari another entrance hahahah pastu nada nampak d pintu so kami kuar ke bgnan next door pastu the door sana pun locked so we all end up being late..but yeah lecturer kami inda marah hahahaha ia andang nya ayo~ 2 hrs straight of lecture first monday morning..Crack otak eeeh~ pastu balik makan my Brunch hahahaha tarus kan ja... masak beef pepper.. nyam nyam p inda abis..hahhahha kanyang tia plang =p
"In the world of love, it takes more than love to make someone happy. Loving someone may mean sacrifice and pain but if the person i am to love is U *wink* i would rather embrace pain and sacrifice than not to love you at all"
chewaaaaaah~ utk sapa saja yg in love at the moment sapa ja =D im just bored waaaa...hmmm ryt now im abit in confusion..hmmm i also dun knw y..i mean really still in the process of figuring things out..sometin is not ryt with me i knw but thats my weakness for not knowing wat matters..huh? anda paham? ok.. mcm org hang over eeeeh hahahah =D
i miss my sister waaaa..Lai kamu start semester kan..jrg tah online niee..*sobs* nangis ku plang..faluii eeeh..Lai i miss u.. anie dorg c abib sama c fatin inda tia jua online..eeei rindu ku eeeh ='( *sniff* rasa kan ckp "aku mau balik" uwaaaa =( astagafirullah..STAY STRONG MAS!!! aja~aja~fighting!!! im doing this for my family kali aaah..have to do it for them..ayt~ =D im smiling so dun worry...gosh mood swing bnar ku malam ani..
L-my sisters n bro <3>
inda byk happening eeeh the last few days aaaaah boriiiing ku yg bnar nya aaaah cana kan tuuuu... bnar tuuu nya c mizah baik plang ada exam ada jua kan d buat hahahahaha..but thank god inda laaaa syukur tah ku nada exam aaaaaah =D enjoy things to the fullest lu hahaha.. k to those yg ada exam "GOOD LUCK" k n not to forget
"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA"
assalamualaikum
salam rindu selalu dari Hull
*muahzz*
love my fam n BoNaFiDe~
Highlight of MY 2005 memories
January- still working with HSBC waaa rindu TSR/TMR
February- Result A Level kuar (lau ku inda silap)
graduated From MSPSBS..miss MS Rimba kenangan~
grad nyt wif the BoNaFiDe= Rinz,Amz n Hanz
grad morning wif (top-bottom,l-r)= wani,jann,me,mallie,rahmat,amal,izzah,ct,rina
March- apa aaah~ continue keraja arah HSBC nothing much
i passed my driving license hahahaha =D lurus kah inda bulan nya =p
April- April Fool hahaha still working
May- still working hahaha but ada skip work to go to China =D
me in Shenzen, China (left) with my couz= BaBy K, Kairiah n Ngah rinah
(right) BaBy K and BaBy G in HK out from airport
June- hmmm apa ku buat aaaah interview kali for scholarship (lurus kah inda tuu aaah) ani paloi sikit laaa buleh my first interview atu fuyo..lasmin kana panggil kana suruh dtg sejarah bnar eeeh atu kan aku ada meeting masa atu ngan Marketing Dept nangis ku tuuu aaah.. =s resah ku hanya Allah yg tau..
July- resign from my work on the 20-ish haribulan.. Sad but true should be earlier plang but entah the HR didnt receive my letter of resignation..Weird but yeah..and two days after that orientation UBD starts..nada rehat yo! boring lagi orientation nya aaah nothing but speeches~ =s makan lagi berline up tuuuu sedih bnar eeeh.
August- First time tinggal d hostel i.e away bnar bnar from home hmm aku nangis tuuu tiap malam hahahaha sal rasanya nada kawan..well i did made some great friends.. first week of August orientation hostel..im in the Belanga team.. siuk even kami at the last place but who cares..=D siuk its actually my first orientation n it was great.. =D ehem ehem..last day of orientation was on the 7th my birthday its so sad inda balik rumah n all sal we'r not allowed to do so..so sedih laa masa atu sports day..received alot of msgs..thanx (altho belated) =p masa malam kana nyanyikan b'day song atu cali hahahaha sal no one can spot me in front of the row semua org cari aku d belakang hahaha aku pun liat belakang jua hahahaha.. reminiscing Belanga Theme Song
"Its Belanga~ B.E.L.A.N.G.A~ masak memasak pakai belanga~ ikut irama Belanga~" =D cool kami manang ani n logo.. *peace*
oh yeah~ masa d UBD im in FBEPs taking Econs..hmm i miss Econs..miss the courtyard d mana kami selalu hang.. miss u belle, do.z, ros, aizat, n the others..sapa ja laa yg d sana hahaha =D
September- got the scholarship..reality strikes that im gona leave every1 in Brunei..its really sad. 2-3 weeks before belayar aku blur n bangang..inda terasa waaa..babu did most of the stuff n all..sedih lau d kenang..its great i spent time wif my family the most before belayar..2 days before belayar baru terasa kehilangan..that's wen Nini Miah said to me "jgn lupakan nini bi aaah" atu aku tersentuh..n reality strikes that im leaving my family behind to study ='(
27th- tiba masa nya ku tinggalkan bumi brunei ku tercinta.. <3>
Left= airport wif families
right= on the way to BruHall ngan jo, maman, amal n emm lupa namanya(sorry) abg c tiq =p
October- start hidup sendiri hahahahaha doing my course which is BA Business and HRM =D two subjects degree =p wish me luck =p n start puasa.. thats a sad part berabis..
yatah nie my messy room lapas ku bgn tidur hahaha n my food hahaha microwave food.. =p
November- First time Raya away from home..its Sad berabisly plang.. went to Notts for the 1st time n then wif hanna went to London to celebrate raya d brunei high com
left- raya in bru high com (l-r) Rai,siti,shimah,me,mizah,amz n ruzana
right- raya wif the BruNotts (l-r) Atul,muna,ena,die,syaz,rash,qil,rusy,me,hanna,fiqah,mel n su
December- semester habis..yey.. my travelling starts on the 9th..went to manchester first 4days 3nyts arah dorg c ummul,amalz,jalwaa n ismah. went to old trafford.
left- old trafford (l-r) rusy,jalwaa,ummul,fini, me n mel
right- my last nyt in manchester ngan the santiago girls, rusy, mel , jip n sanny
Lapas manchester i pergi kat Notts hahahaha..sampat attend dorg hanna's lecture ngan c mel..atu yaaaa BORING hahahaha well never really like Bio anyway hahaha =p sini aku lama laa..buat rumah sendiri hahaha apakan berrapa hari berapa malam pun inda ingat pokok nya lama laaaa..siuk ada saja d buat sana aaah..well mostly ngan laptop =p
left-masa jln beraya ngan uncle n aunty c qilah dat pic lam rumah lama uncle nya
mid-makn d curry king arah cant remember the place name tau plang takut salah eja =p
right-train station,pumpkin otw to london
on the 22nd kami pun berangkat ke London hahahaha..i spent 11days n 10nyts in London..waaaaa..did some sight seeing n went to London Eye lawa d scenary. xmas didnt do much boring hahaha..boxing day..crazy sale kan karing rasanya ku byk manusia waaa we all went to Oxford Street..can u imagine we actually woke up at 6 ish n jalan awal for that..kami jalan for more than 12hours aaaah gilerr jua tuu dari ujung ke ujung nie waaaa jalan kaki again from bruhall sampai kami ke oxford circus aaah jauh jua udah tuuu..malam we went to Hyde park ada fun fair..i went there 3nys in a row..mana inda damam inda pandai baik hahahaha =p
left-at trafalgar square wif the girls n halim
mid- makan sushi wif qil at leicester square
right-in amal's room with the food stuff:satay,ayam pangang,burger n fries =D
left-first time ke funfair d hyde park =p
mid-second nyt ke hyde park wif the girls..kan jln tuu aaah
right-naik crazy rides wif qillah n nur..SIOK!!! loving it n Hating it hahaha get it? =p
actually byk pic to post hahaha p malas hahaha atu saja kali aaaah.. it suppose to be a summary but then nyeh hahahahaha panjang tia plang leh ku hahahahaha =D spent my New Year Eve in London arah Tower Bridge liat fireworks hmmm i dun think i have the pic hmmm malas cari hahaha..just dunwana b alone masa NYE sal selalu nya BBQ wif family kan..sad..Happy New Year 2006 again~ went back to HULL on the 1st..back being alone again..n now waiting for the semester to starts which is on the 9th =s no more leisure time i guess..wish me luck ;p
Assalamualaikum
Sayang Rindu Selalu from Masyha @ BaBy Gee
love my Family
love my BoNaFiDe
*muahzz*
The second week of 2006
wow~seminggu dah im in 2006..hmmm i didnt do much this week i mean seriously nada..berparam arah bilik ada laaa..hahahaha =D malar plan kan ke city but hmmph inda menjadi kes malas and akhir bangun hahaha kul 11 bangun apa kan tuuu hahaha =D
ooh yeah my couz, shaming beranak dah woohooo congratz leng.. i miss u n sayang yo!!! lawa namanya Nur Laili Nazihaa (hope i spelt it right) =D cute aaaaah suka kuuuuuu =D congrats again syaming + budin =D
ok wat i did masa berparam lam bilik hmmmmmm *thinking* hahaha aku liat cerita saja aaaaah~ liat youtube.. jadi karak youtube ku ni aaaah sakit sakit hahaha =D masa ku liat Devil Beside You aku suka this script line "there are alot of people that wants to hurt you~ but there are also people who get hurt because you're hurt" lawa aaaah line nya.. melting ku leh nya hahaha =D
"Everyone wants hapiness. But what makes one happy has a lot to do with the person's perception of what hapiness is. Hapiness cannot always be attained through money and property. Hapiness lies in the heart"
i realised that we live to make ourself happy.. everyone wants to be in love..to be with someone..someone that love him/her the way they love them back..that way they can be happy..but for me..its not that simple.. life is full of hardship..(cobaaan) nothing is free in life..it involves sacrificing..struggling..hard work..n pray..about being in love.. actually in order to be happy hmm for me people said find someone who loves u more than u love them..that way it feels more secure..but finding that sum1 is not that easy hahahahaha =D im just writing all my thots hahaha =D but true.. isnt it easy if everyone express their feeling easily w/o any doubts and fear..but yeah this is life.. me personally hates possibilities/probabilities watsoeva.. i like it when its direct.. sal lau byk possibilities aaaah jadi bingung ku.. ok i actually dont knw wat im typing hmmmm.. mcm nada inti cerita hahahaahhaha.. sampai sini dulu.. nanti ku post sum weird lines in my head hahahaah =D
*hugs n kishes*
assalamualaikum
mas <3
assalamualaikum~waaaaaaa ok ive been away from Hull like for 3weeks dah.. n now im finally here in HULL.. im actually sad at the moment entah aaah being the only person in my floor make me feel so lonely..so i cried again..ok me lau kolam air mata dah pacah awal jadi sensitive @ mudah menangis..yesh i m a crybaby =p well who the hell care~ok im actually tired..planning kan update wat ive done the past 3weeks n upload some pictures but yeah..look at me now..kes malas..ok il update tommorow laaaa..panjang plang tuuu kan..so mesti jua kan rajin rajin update..lau inda ada sorang atu marah abis dah ku d gigit nya *sobs* sampai bangkak segala nie waaaa.. banar..suwear~ok im sad at the moment..well last nyt ke tower bridge balik akhir sampai BH kul2a.m ish..cana kan tuuu org yg paling jauh bejalan sampai dulu..org yg jalan awal yg paling balik akhir sekali..gue pun ngak pasti..so i'l skip that one n expand it some other tym k..today bangun kul 9.30ish sal alarm berbunyi waduh baik plang set kul 10 tuuu lama sikit ku tidur.. =p so mandi..pastu duduk duduk liat dorg si amal, hanna n ka lisa tidur hahahaha ive been causing alot of noise laaa..so dorg pun bgn satu satu... we had lunch arah the dinning hall sal ka lisa mau makan buat terakhir kali nya ngan mas (sedih bunyi nya~ sedih ku tuu ka lisa masa ka lisa ckp catu) so dorg c nor n c naj join..meriah laaa..hahaha..pastu kul1pm jalan ke tube station hmmm luckily sumhow its free..so inda payah bayar save jua my 2pds yey =D sampai d king cross station panya awal masih like an hour early.. =s so jalan jalan n minum minum..pastu my train dtg dorg antar kan..sedih hantap ku tuuuu..awal awal main main nangis pastu jadi banar alaaaa ka lisa tuu punya pasal pacah kolam air mata gue..hehehehe love u ka lisa~ love u hanna~ love u amal~ love u rin~ love u mash~ love u all laaa =D gilerrr eeeh dalam train for 3.5hours aaaah~ berapa kali ku nangis.. ish ish ish sampat g ku tidur~ yatah kan..luan lama bejalan inda sanggup bnarnya kan berpisah *sobs* ayo~ im not gonna cry again m i? sheeesh~ok actually nya kan the purpose of this post ni kan to wish everyone a
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006
may ur year full of joy hapiness n laughter with or without ur love ones by ur side. Stay strong n brave~ n be who u want to be in life coz 2006 can be a new beginning as well as a continuation of tasks given to u~ May Allah bless u all always *muahz*
Mas's FaMiLies: its so weird n hard having new year without u guys.. miss BBQ~ kamu celebrate cana? sedih eeeh~ no more bouncer huh sad sad sad..palau dah c mas kan nangis saja..cheh homesick again =S
BoNaFiDe: Mas is the missin u ol~ 2d very much much~ the food stuff aaah~ sedih eeeh~ rin rin rin entah napa lately selalu rindu ko rin hahahaha =D heran bin ajaib yo..hmm its few hours ago n i missin amz, hanz n ka lisa already..kamu ke fun fair again? =p karak dah?
take care people...mas love u all
