~wHaT a WeEk~
hello semua~ hope u guys r fine..alhamdulilah~ hmm my last post was hmm on the 13th now its 23rd hahahaha more than a wekk pnya dah..im tired n lazy lately..now relax a bit for the past few days pikiran ku kusut.. dgn apa nah? dgn ALL those WORKS yg i have to DO..im not complaining..im planning my days..sal i only have ONE month left to get everything done..thank gos i have a weekend get away..i need a break n fun i suppose..after that back to struggling huh =s
hmm today lapas sembhyg subuh tidur balik (inda baik eeh ilang berkat) n overslept until the cleaner come knocking on my door asking wheather she can clean the bathroom hahahaha aku begagas bgn n ckp yes..kekajutan ku bgn aaaah..blur ku tarus lehnya hahahahaha pastu sadiath came knocking on my door asking about hrm tutorial..nasib abik my class patang..fuh~ so i called the parcel cmpny asking y parcels ku alum sampai..so rupanya they did antar on tuesday n wednesday pm..well im busy those day especially ptg so not in my room.. so i asked them to send it today..yeah i got em'..babu send satu kotak indomie hahahaha inda alang alang..but yeah now my stock is full hahahaha alhamdulilah~
oh yeah i remember waaa masa accounting lecture the lecturer ada type arah the slide aka..well u knw kan aka=also known as ryt hahahaha =D pastu ada this guy at the back im guessing he's from africa (not being racist) tanya "excuse me~ wat is that AKA~i dont know wats AKA" aku inda tahan but to laugh at that..hahahahaha =D sal he sat at the back waaa suara nya nyaring hantap..n tambah ia ask that qn..tekajut ku hahahaha =D
*sigh* im so stress i dont knw y..laju ku pissed arah org..n annoyed apatah lagi..mcm its the period where i hate looking at people..or even listening to others..hahahaha ok mcm jahat bunyi ku well thats the feeling laaa aaah..pokok nya aku laju annoyed lately..not being stinggy watsoever plang..but i just kept it to myself..i mean iwas in this situation where we're doing accounting calculation buat cash-flow statement..OBVIOUSLY since ada calculation u need CALCULATOR.. n c Alam nada..i mean like every week ia lupa bawa..so he always snatch calculator ku buat aku payah pakai...erghhhhhh c mas inda pandai menagur org k..i was so daym furious but aku talan saja as usual..ok maybe im over reacting watsoever but thats wat i feel..dun blame me for this..=s n Carrie as usual is very Annoying..that im annoyed all the time im with her..she keep on asking the qns that is so obvious..ok im mean..i know i cant help it..i really dont like siting next to her..its because she always interupt me when im paying attention n talk so loudly..erghhhhhh well...(mas release tension!!!!) *breathe in~breathe out* fuh~
things can be hectic lately..u knw u trying to schedule ur time..wat to do this hr wat to do the next hour..its stressing.. i mean kdg kdg inda dpt tidur leh nya..n terok lately my flatmate ani entah bahapa dorg tgh pagi buta teriak ketawa ketawa..showing no respect to others...ok so my life have been so stressful n full of annoying people lately...hope next week is a better week...hopefully far more better... Amin~ can u imagine masa atu aku terbgn kul 3am sal ada org lari lari outside my room laughing talking loudly as if its their house watsoever.. n then pagi pagi kul 8 terdgr c Norma (our cleaner) shouting knocking on everyone's door asking y the tangga's pagar patah.. AKU PANING THAT DAY!!!!! tido akhir awal bgn mengajut!!! WTH is wrong with everyone... GET A LIFE!!!!!
i had alot of weird dreams lately..mcm bnar rasa nya waaa this always happen if i think alot..well wat i meant by think alot is when before tidur im planning wat to do n all..n stress out sal most of the time my plan will messed up..Fudge i knw!!! sugar i knw!!! all i need to do is be calm...aku ikut stress out meliat c Mandy stress buat keraja..she's practically stress over sumtin small..haish~ terbawa bawa..i was planning to do sumtin actually but after my dream last night i was afraid to do that thing n cautious rasanya..i hate it..gosh i wish i can get it over n done..y? y? y? y cant i..y do i feel like a bad person lately..like all i want is a peace of mind~ heart n soul..so please stop bothering me..(this got nothing to do w anyone~huh?!? mas talking crap again)
Rina masa atu online..sorry rin i was not in my room..n when i got ur msg ur no longer online.. i miss you rin..really really m =(
Amz...havent seen u online lately..masa atu ada aku tagur pastu u went offline huh?!?!? hahahahaha u want to tell me sumtin kan yatah waaa.. i miss u gurl..going to kent this weekend..will u b there? yes? no? hopefully u ada...
i dont know wat to say anymore..
~SELAMAT HARI KEBANGSAAN~
merdeka!!!merdeka!!!merdeka!!!
Allahu Akhbar!!! Allahu Akhbar!!! Allahu Akhbar!!!
salam rindu selaly dari Me in Hull~
LOVE Babah+BaBu+Alai+AbeB+Fatin~
Love my Family members~
Love my BoNaFiDe~
Love all those people who have a place in my heart n mind~
Assalamualaikum
*HuGz+KiSheZ*
>>>BaBy GeE<<<>>>MaSyHa<<<
mengapa ini terjadi?!?!?
ok..tonyt i feel like crying..tapi MENGAPA inda mau kuar..inda mau pacah kolam airmata ku..walau sedikit inda mau kuar...aku mau nangis..thats y gue lagi blogging gitu..but still nothing in my head can make me cry..but my heart is crying..*sigh* mengapa? kenapa? siapa?!?!? huh..ukan sal org laaa hahahaha there she goes again..*sigh* its freaking annoying coz i really WANT to cry..cry so loud so everytin my my head luahan ku pun kuar..along wif all the tears..tapi MENGAPA..not tonyt..u knw the reason y i like songs yg mellow esp the one wif different language like chinese,korean or japanese~ sal the music n the way the words flow can help u understand sumtin altho u dun understand them at all..=p thats my intrepretation..currently listening to Mars soundtrack heheheheh nice..love em'
i spotted the difference between korean dramas and also japanese drama.. korean drama mostly typical u knw about lovey dovey..lupa ingatan..harta benda..kawin contract hahahaha watsoever related to it.. but japanese drama lain sikit..sal kan japanese series mostly ada moral of the story..n their wording lawa lawa..i mean korean also lawa plang.. p japanese penuh nasihat..for e.g nobuta wo produce..every episode ada inti nya..seriously..its nice..but i love both..hahahaha..well byk liat japanese lately tho mana jua kan sikit nganya kali aaah the episode..unlike korean 16 episode..well taiwanese lagi terok..lagi panjang hantap..i watched it started w a kiss kan i thot last episode dah tuu ah yg 2weeks ku nunggu panya ada lagi satu palau eeeh~ cheh~saspen!!!! n the whole time aku ketawa..when its suppose to be sweet..its just freaking sweet that makes me laugh..paloi eeeh apakan cerita nya catu atu hahahaha inda real babe..buleh..hahahaha =p menahan ketawa plang ku jadinya..
*sigh* aku masih rinduuu babah..msgd babah b4 tidor lastnyt..pastu inda dpt tidur until kul1 useless eeeh..pastu bgn awal..hanging pala ku.. n my eyes g teary sakit yo~ i had my breakfast p parut ku malar grumbling aaaah maluuuuu eeeh c ruby n alam ketawa..well apa jua org ani hehehehe =D originally wanted to post a lyric p malas kan mencari or copy n paste hahahahahaha =p nothing good lately eeeh napakan tuuu~ busy plang p selalu buat alasan not to do sumtin~ this is BAD i KNOW!!
~tiada lagi yg ku harapkan~
~tiada lagi yg ku impikan~
~biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu~
~tiada lagi kata cintaku~
~takan lagi ku bersama mu~
~biar ku simpan semua kenangan ku bersama mu~
aneh~ thats the description for me TODAY.. confuse? YES sad? MAYBE happy? DUNKNOW jealous? *thinking* things are getting complicated in my head..well im not tryna make it more worse..i can handle em' altho i did/do/done absolutely NOTHING..nil/zero/nada terok aaah~ mana jua aaah pekara yg left unsolved obviously gona hunt me down..but yeah..sal i cant think of the solution yet ...HELP?!?!? not sure u can help me tho' can u? can? not? hmmm it seems like im talking to myself lately huh hahahahaha =p i feel like shouting "i don't want ............... anymore!!!!"
ok enuff already..~misteri hidup akal kan menghilang~dan bahagia d akhir cerita~ i hope there's a happy ending to my story..~bukan kah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia?~ well its depend dong..ngak ada cerita yg ending nya sama seperti yg kita mau.. (currently listening to cinta-melly n kd) hahahahha lyric nya ku type.. i dun believe in happy ending..coz for me it never exist..it only happen in fairy tales..jalan hidup masih panjang..hapiness n sadness goes well together kali aah..cerita hidup never end..until death.. my god wat is d very very wrong wif mas tonyt..well yeah it me, mas n masyha anyway hahahaha =p talking to myself is my hobby hahahahaha well not verbally..its all hapening in this head of mine anyway hahahahaha =p... WEIRDO!!!!! cheh~ who cares? ada?
bah till then tah kali aaah~ the last paragraph is a total CRAP=insanity!!!
assalamualaikum~
Beebee loves her family~
Masyha loves her BoNaFiDe~
*hugz+kishez*
What makes me HOMESICK!!!!!
ok..assalamualaikum everyone.. just feel like typing sumtin.. lawa topic ku aaaah true ryt..well i cant seem to cure my homesickness..it comes n goes.. well, after all i spent my last 19 years with my families.. never occur to me living alone n yet far away from home.. im actually surprised myself that i can bare w it..seriously..for these past few months i cried alot..well im a crybaby of coz =p that's the ONLY cure to release my sadness..my happiness..my loneliness..my everytin'.. u knw i told rusy this once..if ur in the situation where u dun knw wats wrong wif u..n u just dont know how to express them..cry is the best way to release them.. true kan rusy? well it works for me..
lately aku rindu babah..aku inda tau napa i miss babah so much..its so weird berabisly..*mas cries* reminiscing alot of my memories lately..things that i did in the past but yet not appreciate em' n suddenly realise the meaning of every action..every emotion..every words that said..every laughter..every tears..and most importantly every MOMENT of every SECOND spent w every1 i LOVE so much in my life..
i miss spending time w babah..in the car..talking watsoever happened in school..makan bfast arah restaurant sebelum kraja.. makan martabak wif dua mata lembu arah kadai kaling.. actually babah jarang marah..hehehehe p babah lau kusut diam walau his face tells everytin.. sum1 who always tired and stress about his children but yet never complain.. sum1 who always laugh n smile everytime i joke around.. yeah babah nampak garang..hahahahaha strict usulnya hahahahaha.. i guess most of my friends said that..p lau jumpa my dad cali sikit hahahaha =p first time liat babah banar banar nangis masa antar aku d airport.. well he never really shows lau nangis walau c abib pernah ckp babah pernah nangis masa dgr result c abib hahahaha =p i miss cium tangan babah.. *sniff* *sniff* =S protective..mcm my bodyguard..babah yg trust me on my own decision walau he disapprove sumtimes hahahahaha =p p yeah i always turut ckp babah..hahahaha u knw parent's instinct things..i do believe in those seriously..pasal pernah experienced em' hahahaha =D merajuk inda bertempat aku aaaah..
babu..bonda ku yg tersayang..my inspiration..very strong women..the best cook..always do her best in everytin..that's my mom!!! work to achieve the best.. babu yg never really disapprove me hahahahaha =p i miss makan d luar.. babu selalu lanja.. siok just tipun babu bawa makan hahahahaha =p makan mee mamak arah c kumis hahahaha..but seriously tabal kumis nya.. hmmm come to think about it i inherit my mom byk kali hahahahaha =p my mom emo kali aaah hahahaha.. cool kali aaah.. i miss liat ceria Korea sama Babu sampai subuh.. walau kana marah babah hahahahaha.. ingat masa dulu liat meteor garden sampai kul 3 pagi hahahaha esuk sekulah kali aaah..me my mom n my sis arah my parents' room g tuu hahahaha..awuuu eeeh babah bgn nyuruh kami tidur hahahaha =p p thats not the worst yet..ada lagi worst masa liat my 19 yrs old sister in law..atu sampai kul4 ish am hahahahaha c abib surrender tidur..i miss shopping sama babu..=s miss liat wayang..babu lanja hehehehehe =s alot laaaa.. babu is super strict dari dulu hahahaha =p but im thankful for that..really..because of that im like this..alhamdulilah~ she is so worried about everytin..if we're not at home or not in her view bah ada saja tah tuuu hahahaha sama mcm c alai..tinggal d hostel..malar my mom ingau coz she hasnt call home yet~ i wonder babu ingau kan aku setiap hari..or cry at night.. *sigh* aku ke china lagi babu ingau..i still remember ada masa atu aku balik malam bis kraja hehehehe sal ada road show the next day so buat preparation.. yeah babu marah laaa sal aku alum balik hahahahaha yeah sal my sis told me..the weird thing is masa sampai rumah babu inda marah pun hahahahahaha =p sama jua kes nya sama my sis hahahaha.. babu ingau waaa tuuu... =p *teary*
si mas homesick..well its natural i guess since im away from home..there's no place is as warm as cozy as nice as home..i feel safe..love..secure..at ease at home..well hahahahaha sal i spend alot i mean ALOT of my time at home kali aaaah..seriously..aku jrg jln kali aaah..tiring waaa commute everyday for the past 8 years hahahaha =D ngalih..yeah i understand my dad's ngalih-ness now.. my parents' stress-ness of their works.. well school is just nothing compare to work.. heran bnar when come to think of it its not really use up ur energy watsoever p lapas kraja tuu mcm nada lagi energy left.. hmm the power of work?!?!? hahahahaha well im back to studying..better make the full use of the time.. time flies so fast without u knwin it.. i mean the next thing u knw its dark outside n its time for u to sleep..u wake up and its a brand new day.. a brand new week a brand new month.. u gettin older every second.. u getting wiser?!?!? hahahaha =D hopefully.. i just have to be strong.. put a smile on my face..as if no one or nothing can bring me down.. loneliness always in my heart but the love that my family gave me overpower them all.. thats the power of LOVE~ i believe LOVE is pure n without any doubt very POWERFUL..coz i can feel it from my FAMILY.. they are my TRUE LOVE.. never fade..never leave me..never go away..
Yeah yeah..this is mas talking about her family once again i guess.. hahahaha.. half of my heart is mine..n the other half is my family's hahahaha =D i thank ALLAH s.w.t for being born in a family full of LOVE.. Alhamdulilah~ babah & babu whom i love the most..who sacrifice everytin for me n my siblings' hapiness n nothing else.. LOVE u both so much more than myself i guess.. =p
sapa keboringan angkat tangan!!!! heheheheh yeah i know..sorry ler..c mas meluah kan se-isi-isi hatinya hehehehe =p
ok dunwana bore any1 lagi.. buat org homesick n sedih plang jadinya hahahaha..nada deh..hanya luahan hati semata mata..
Assalamualaikum~
Love My Family Soooooooooooo Much~
Love My BoNaFiDe~
Love Every1 who makes me Happy n Smile n Cry also *wink*
>>>MaSyHa<<<
~JuSt FeeL LiKe iT~
Today my dear fren HanZi turns 20 hahahaha =D
~Happy 20th b'day Hanz~
hmmm today not much terjadi.. pusing pasal kurang tidur hahahaha n bangun awal..pastu angan angan during lecture ish ish ish ish ish..its accounting for god sake sapa jua inda..apparently semua org diam..p i realised that i dun think any1 paham hahahaha aku pun masih blur.. i guess i need to read the text book this weekend huh..aku alum start bacaaaaaa!!!!! woa!!!!! oh well..penyakit malas ani payah kan hilang nyenta hahaha =p apa my lecturer ckp atu contradicting entah napa ia ckp..the accounting atu sanang..yg tarang tarang kami bangang..entah dari mana timbul the value atu..n the reason pun inda tau cana..aku paham plang how did he get the value..but the reason behind it yatah inda ku paham tuu nah..katanya sanang nya..mun paham..easy for him to say.. *sigh* pastu ia ckp payah lau for exam.. huh?!? apakan...contradicting jua tuuu..
oh well i have no mood to cerita..
assalamualaikum~
LoVe My FamiLy...sudden missin' my dad..Babah bibi rinduuuuu~
LoVe My BoNaFiDe~
*HuGz+KiSheZ*
lama kelamaan~.......
lama dah inda post huh? yeah busy? not really actually..but yeah iv been busy last week..apakan~ yg mana satu lurus nih...hahahahahahaha =D ok sum up saja aaaah last week saye a.k.a. mas rush up doing my essay hahahahahahaha which was due last friday the 3rd of feb..yeah i hand it in the day before..alhamdulilah...well on thursday iv got my Q.M tutorial a.k.a my maths tutorial..it was kinda terok berabis coz ada that qn keeps on bothering me..sal its really confusing..pastu d tanya my so-called tutor ani..masih ku bangang..n i sempat argue with him..wa~lau~eh c mas ganas leeer..up till now gue masih ngak ngerti dong..mau cari another tutor i guess to explain that very qn..haiyo~ punya hapeeer this tutor...
ok enough about maths hahahaha..oh yeah baru ku ingat..sebelum atu kan my Q.M tutor ani caliiiie waaah..he was late by 5mins waaa pastu ia kan naik kan the apatu the screen for projector..lau mau naik kan mensti tarik kebawah lu kan..ani first attempt nya inda mau naik bnar bnar masih terturun sedikit..entah ia atu luan perfectionist kali mau semua naik hahahaha so ia usai..tarik nya kebawah..atu makin d tarik makin d tarik sampai kelantai hahahahahaha atu sakit parut ku nahan ketawa..hahahahha =D inda lagi nampak waaa palanya menaik kan the screen..terok eeeeh..hahahahahha..ok after i had my tutorial..i went to the undergraduate office waaa to hand in my assignment pastu i was 30mins early waduh..wat m i gona do..so i hang there minum mocha..hahahahaha..ok boring i know...well wat can i say this is my life here..hehehehehe =p
hmmm on saturday..gue pergi grocery shopping..pastu c hakeem msg invite me to dinner at his place..so i went there kul 5.30pm..hahahahaha panya sampai sana..katok punya katok 5mins later baru kana buka kan pintu the doorbell rusak hahaha panya alum masak...so bersembang w them lu n play big 2 w hakeem..panya c irwan damam padan lambat ia turun sal ia tidur hahahaha pastu c yus buat nasi pulut ngan daging rendang..well the daging rendang menjadi..but the nasi pulut jadi bubur hahahahaha =D so made the second attempt menjadi ulih c irwan..n they decided to makan kueh-tiaw..n asked me to masak..2 batches..the first batch nyaman yo macam restaurant hahahahaha handal aku atu hahahaha =D p the second batch terlalu byk serbuk chili so padassssssssss berabis hahahahaha =p wooops~ yeah sorry guys hahahaha c faiz ok w it waaaaa diorang org msia tahan pedas hahahaha =p p c irwan n hakeem was so red n berpaluh hahahahah =p sorry again =p well irwan said "aku ingat ni mas selalu..biar ko.." hahahaha sorry wan jadi tambah damam plang..so irwan showed me his room which is soon to be my room..woaaaaa..its bigger than my room now obviously..its purple..n ada full length mirror..hahahaha =D GOOD!!!! well had our dinner around hmmmm 8 ish i guess or is it 9..cant remember pastu main big 2 wif yus, hakeem n faiz..irwan pegi atas tidur.. well faiz baru belajar main so caliee...ahahahhahaha...but he's good udah hahahah =D so me n faiz balik kul 11 ish so dangani c faiz ke sainsbury to top up so tunggu je..yeah byk org pergi parteyyyy~ n drunk of coz..yatah c faiz ckp jgn d layan..mcm tah ku kan layan jua hahahhaha =D the moon so tarang man.. macam sikui sal half moon waaa.. of back home kul 12 ish am..sambung liat inuyasha..ngalih kuuuuuu~
ok on sunday..babu tipun..saja tanya kabar..aku tershock mcm menahan nangis..hahahaha well aku nangis leer after that..gosh ani pun teary terok eeeh..(andang nya c mas...sensitive if about my fam) hahahahah =p hmmm ryt now im suppose to do my report but yeah..IM NOT...shyte bnar eeeh.. i mean entah lately aku makin tired n lazy to do some stuff..now back pain n stomach cramp errrrghhhhhh..EMO KUUUUU~
"Destiny is not a matter of chance; but a matter of choice.
It is not a thing to be waited for; it is a thing to be achieved"
lawa aaaah..i got those quote from my lecturer..barbara allan.. the lecture was about CVs hahahaha which we have to do for our individual portfolio which cost 5% of the module mark..my god.....punya laaaa bingung ku...report ani lagi 20% cana kan tuuuu.. mesti buat mas.. marah jua ni krg my group leader sorry..im gona do it tonyt..walau ku inda tidur kali hahahaha macam bnar..aku inda tidur..? for real..hmmm naaaaah~ hahahahaha =p somebody please knock my head..
i feel lately the time is against me..hmmmm~ well all the tym plang tuuu.. p yeah at least iv learned from it.tadi i had my HRM lecture wif a guest lecturer David sumtin hahahaha wooopz lupa..ok so ia tunjuk aku n asked me "where r u from" i said "errr me?".. he said "yeah".. i answered "im from brunei".. he said " u dun have trade union in brunei ryt".. i said "no we dont have any" well i dun think brunei have any hahahaha =p obviously since its under government..pastu he said " oh yeah brunei is the one with two sultans..omer watsoeva" mas=blank huh? i said "two...no we only have one sultan" oh well ia inda layan aku so i just tahan ketawa..as usual hahahaha =D
oh well i better start my report lu kali aaah..
assalamualaikum
salam rindu from me..
LoVe My FaM alotz alotz
LoVe My BoNaFiDe SiSTaZ~
