아직도 넌 혼잔거니 ajikdo neon honjangeoni You ask me, ‘are you still alone?’
물어보네요 난 그저 웃어요 mureoboneyo nan geujeo useoyo And I just laughed
사랑하고 있죠 사랑하는 사람 있어요 saranghago itjyo saranghaneun saram isseoyo I am loving someone, I have someone to love
그대는 내가 안쓰러운 건가봐 geudaeneun naega ansseureoun geongabwa You seem to worry about me,
좋은 사람있다며 한번 joheun saramitdamyeo hanbeon Telling me there is someone
만나보라 말하죠 mannabora malhajyo that you would like me to see
Chorus: 그댄 모르죠 내게도 geudaen moreujyo naegedo Do you know that
멋진 애인이 있다는 걸 meotjin aeini itdaneun geol I do also have a great lover?
너무 소중해 꼭 숨겨두었죠 neomu sojunghae kkok sumgyeodueotjyo Someone that I cherish so much that I had to hide
그 사람 나만 볼 수 있어요 geu saram naman bol su isseoyo That someone, only I can see him
내 눈에만 보여요 nae nuneman boyeoyo He is only visible to my eyes
내 입술에 영원히 담아둘거야 nae ipsure yeongwonhi damadulgeoya I Will keep him locked in my lips forever
가끔씩 차오르는 눈물만 알고 있죠 gakkeumssik chaoreuneun nunmulman algo itjyo Only the tears that fill my eyes know
그 사람 그대라는 걸 geu saram geudaeraneun geol That person is you
나는 그 사람 갖고 싶지 않아요 naneun geu saram gatgo sipji anhayo I don’t want to have him
욕심내지 않아요 yoksimnaeji anhayo I don’t want to be greedy
그냥 사랑하고 싶어요 geunyang saranghago sipeoyo I just want to love him
Back to Chorus: 그댄 모르죠 내게도 geudaen moreujyo naegedo Do you know that
멋진 애인이 있다는걸 meotjin aeini itdaneungeol I do also have a great lover?
너무 소중해 꼭 숨겨두었죠 neomu sojunghae kkok sumgyeodueotjyo Someone that I cherish so much that I had to hide
그 사람 나만 볼 수 있어요 geu saram naman bol su isseoyo That someone, only I can see him
내 눈에만 보여요 nae nuneman boyeoyo He is only visible to my eyes
내 입술에 영원히 담아둘거야 nae ipsure yeongwonhi damadulgeoya I Will keep him locked in my lips forever
가끔씩 차오르는 눈물만 알고 있죠 gakkeumssik chaoreuneun nunmulman algo itjyo Only the tears that fill my eyes know
그 사람 그대라는걸 geu saram geudaeraneungeol That person is you
알겠죠 나 혼자 아닌걸요 algetjyo na honja aningeollyo Can you see I am not alone
안쓰러워 말아요 ansseureowo marayo So don’t worry about me so much
언젠간 그 사람 소개할께요 eonjengan geu saram sogaehalkkeyo I’ll introduce him to you someday
이렇게 차오르는 눈물이 말하나요 ireoke chaoreuneun nunmuri malhanayo Can you hear my tears filled up in my eyes say?
그 사람 그대라는 걸 geu saram geudaeraneun geor That person is you
Romanization by Kreah @ kreah-craze.com English translation by elobuiee @ naver community.livejournal.com/goongs/44283.html
i'm loving this song.. One of my sleeping songs. Lately my heart is not at peace. I know what bothers me, i just don't want to admit it. I am settle with my life at the moment. It's in order so far. I want to continue like this. Some may argue, some may agree but it's the heart that i will always follow. I'm selfish with my own need but i failed to find courage to act upon it. Chances and lights will come my way and eventually i will let it pass me by. Wish i will say it.. but wishes can just disappear out in the thin air.. Let the cold wind bring me back to the harsh reality..
always love this song from G.O.D and now 2pm sang it with HoYoung i was spazzing. man i miss this song. amazed how the fans sing along as well :)
Now here's my ranting!!!!
Dudududududu few days ago 12th FEB to be exact was the 18th Seoul Music award. i didnt watch it live because i had class. So who won the Daesang?????? Wonder Girls!!! it's not that i hate them but i wish DBSK won (i might be bias since i'm their fan). Rumours said that they didn't win the Daesang due to their absence. Only Bonsang winner entitle to win the Daesang. DBSK won the Bonsang and mobile popularity award, Shinee (they're so cute) is their representative. Well, at least they got some award although they're not there to accept it unlike GDA, if ur not there, no award for you. what i don't get was how come BigBang won the best album??? maybe the definition of best album is not equal to album sale.. anyways congrates to all winners. i guess ummul stress baca my texts masa aku ngusut about the award. there's another shocking and sad (probably.. more to worrying for me).. DBSK went to Japan on the 12th and dumdumdumdum they're back in Korea on the 13th.. n i was like (00); as much as i want them to rest, if this is their dream and this is what they want.. i let it be.. as jaejoong said in 2009 he wants to be as busy as possible.. but oppa.. take care as well your body also have some limit on their own. Jae grow in me lately.. can't wait for his drama...............daym those picture from SM town concert. wish im there!!! support SMTOWN all the way :) SM LOVE <3
Love SM interaction Love Jae oppa.. Ahem.. still love my hubby (looking at Yunnie to make sure he's not jealous)
there's nothing interesting in variety shows nowadays.. still watching the top weekend shows of course.. 1N2D, FO and WGM (only the cuts)... can't wait for the next WGM since the whole snsd will be there and Suju members will be there.. hmmm why suddenly MBC trying to put as many SM people as possible.. anyway can't wait for Suju's comeback.. funny how i notice since SNSD did their comeback, they're in control and they've matured all this while.. loving them.. lol.. when i watched idol's world with 2pm and snsd i was like... dude 2pm is definitely fanboying.. you can tell the difference in 2pm's attitude with snsd and other girl's group. just now i watched Cult-two's radio with snsd, 2am n kara. i felt bad for kara because when 2pm were asked which group they like. it's obvious they love snsd more.. jinwoo is all stuttering and seolong was all lol... well anyway kara n snsd are friends although i'm annoyed with kara. they're just too mcuh for me to handle.. too fake probably or maybe too cute (not that i'm jealous.. too annoying type of cute.. the voice perhaps)
Bah listen to Someday's 알고있나요!!! Love that song so sweet. OST Boys Before Flower.. anyway their OST is selling well.. but im hoping SNSD's Gee will win the Music Bank next week and break Jewelry's record for winning 7 consecutive weeks.. two more to go girls.. come one S<3ne!!! you can do it... Sorry SS501, but the Triples are doing strong nowadays :) On another note, read this Dbsk's interview and one of the qn raised to Yoochun was about his worries nowadays... n he said he's worried about his chingu, hyunjoong about his acting dilemma since HJ talk to him on the phone all the time.... HEHEHEHEHE i love these guys friendship.. Jae,chun, HJ n TOP!!! odd.. but loveable :))))
Yep.. snowing... takde warning at all. i was stuck in the university for 6hours, not because of the snow of course :p because i had a HUGE gap between my timetable due to my another tutorial only starts next week. it's fun to walk home in the snow since it's not slippery. i'd be cranky if it is since my ankles are quite fragile. As soon as masuk Torrington St. dorg asmah and the others were making snow man (well Didi's work) while asmah mostly guling2 n main snow fight hitting people at random. Mizah meanwhile trying to buat snowman duduk (make sense? no?) LOL which of course tidak berhasil since the kaki so panjang :P So yeah went home tired.
Yesterday, Friday, one lecture, and ONE LECTURE ONLY. i departed early since ada appointment early. i went there 20 minutes early. punctual? no laa.. i thought i estimate my time correctly but apparently my legs feel happy yesterday :) Konon kan ambil darah but it turns out that i have to make another appointment with the nurse so reschedule to Tuesday. met my 'lovely' GP and minta prescription since I'm running out of it and i told her about my low blood count issue and she prescribe me with another ubat to increase iron and.... have to eat it with Vitamin C. this one can cause constipation!!!! OMG!!!! bagaimana hidup ku turun naik tangga.. udahtah kuat gastrik now this.. i havent go to Boots yet.. hmm maybe tomorrow if not malas.
Today... Valentine's Day. what's going on?? i'm all alone in Torrington Street. Sad? yea.. where are the others? the guys went to London yesterday for some taklimat. The girls with syukri, ucup n gmie went to Leeds for the invited tournament. Why am i here? i'm tired.. i don't feel like travelling.. See now i have time to actually blog. :)
i don't like my Semester 2 timetable it is soooooo scattered that i have to stay in uni for long hours. it's good if i have some research to do but somehow the lecturer alum give us the topic yet (People Management) like hello the due date is in March and now is already mid of February!!! i want to be a good girl this semester but i don't want to be overconfident (which somehow what i'm feeling right now.. i dont know why).
I'm bored. i don't know what else to do or watch. BBF only airs like twice a week (thankful? yes of course) i'll watch it on the day itself, thanks to Arashi.vox.com. they're super fast :) Watching some Jdorama as well (recommended by Han) which im stuck with one because of Massu kuuuuuuuuu :)))) and one becasue of Mizushima Hiro aka nanba senpai kuuuuu (inda kira han aku mau jua) But since all these drama still ongoing... yelah have to wait of course :) i should have continue East Of Eden since tergendala because of revision. to start all over again is hard.. the storyline is intense and well very long of course all type of conflicts is in there. i guess i kinda lost interest the moment LeeDaHae left but i'm still curious about HanJiHye's character. she's so pretty in the story :P After exam i watched 'the world they live in'. i must have been so stupid to not watch it the moment it's out. probably because i have my own personal issues and because people are complaining about SongHyeGyo's acting. the rating is Low but funny enough i LOVE it. it's different, i actually thought it'll be more like 'on air' or 'spotlight' since it's about broadcasting. there are overlaps but not much, it's more about what's inside their head or something.. about their story.. the world they live in.. hahaha back to the topic.. nice i love HYUNBIN n HYEGYO couple. so loveable. at first u can see SHG a bit odd in her acting but if you continue to watch it you'll understand why.
it's been a while. typical introduction, no? but this time i have my reason :) December after i handed in my assignments, my laptop broke down. The motherboard just died, meaning it's useless so need to get a new laptop. After a MONTH worth of surveying i bought a new one, SONY VAIO. Comment on it: it's nice, I'm loving it plus it's 16" so enjoying my Korean things in bigger version. Sort Off :) Haven't done much of Drama-ing.
Semester 2 starts tomorrow! As far as i know i have no class tomorrow. Another free day for me but.... i have late classes every Tuesday and FRIDAY!!!! i don't mind plang but still it's LATE and the Temperature also VERY SAJUK. I want to start this semester with a big smile. Come to think about what's going on in my life, i had a hard one last semester. Partly because I'm mentally not prepared with all the changes happening in my life. I'm coping well with it, insya Allah. There are always new things i found about me in this life. I always thought i have a stable life in my own comfort zone but it turns out when there's a drastic change, i kinda went crazy and lost. I realised that there's a big world outside my comfort zone, a world that i need to figure out myself. I'm in my 20s and i yet i don't think i know anything. What's this? What's that? How does that feel? and so on.
I never feel so lonely until i realised that I'm alone.. make sense? There's a lot of wishes right now in my head. But... wishes are just wishes and will not be realised until i do something about it. The next question would be, How?
Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos some one's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone
Natasha Bedingfield's Soulmate. that's what I've been listening to the whole day. I might sound desperate but i want to find HIM. My heart feels lonely by days. Funny how i want to put this at the back of my mind because of my current condition but i just can't help to feel being love by someone else other than my family. Desperate much? i know. but i don't call this desperation.. more like... it's time for me to be out there and give myself a chance and give someone a chance to be important in my life. it's a privilege kali ah :)
