mengapa ini terjadi?!?!?
ok..tonyt i feel like crying..tapi MENGAPA inda mau kuar..inda mau pacah kolam airmata ku..walau sedikit inda mau kuar...aku mau nangis..thats y gue lagi blogging gitu..but still nothing in my head can make me cry..but my heart is crying..*sigh* mengapa? kenapa? siapa?!?!? huh..ukan sal org laaa hahahaha there she goes again..*sigh* its freaking annoying coz i really WANT to cry..cry so loud so everytin my my head luahan ku pun kuar..along wif all the tears..tapi MENGAPA..not tonyt..u knw the reason y i like songs yg mellow esp the one wif different language like chinese,korean or japanese~ sal the music n the way the words flow can help u understand sumtin altho u dun understand them at all..=p thats my intrepretation..currently listening to Mars soundtrack heheheheh nice..love em'
i spotted the difference between korean dramas and also japanese drama.. korean drama mostly typical u knw about lovey dovey..lupa ingatan..harta benda..kawin contract hahahaha watsoever related to it.. but japanese drama lain sikit..sal kan japanese series mostly ada moral of the story..n their wording lawa lawa..i mean korean also lawa plang.. p japanese penuh nasihat..for e.g nobuta wo produce..every episode ada inti nya..seriously..its nice..but i love both..hahahaha..well byk liat japanese lately tho mana jua kan sikit nganya kali aaah the episode..unlike korean 16 episode..well taiwanese lagi terok..lagi panjang hantap..i watched it started w a kiss kan i thot last episode dah tuu ah yg 2weeks ku nunggu panya ada lagi satu palau eeeh~ cheh~saspen!!!! n the whole time aku ketawa..when its suppose to be sweet..its just freaking sweet that makes me laugh..paloi eeeh apakan cerita nya catu atu hahahaha inda real babe..buleh..hahahaha =p menahan ketawa plang ku jadinya..
*sigh* aku masih rinduuu babah..msgd babah b4 tidor lastnyt..pastu inda dpt tidur until kul1 useless eeeh..pastu bgn awal..hanging pala ku.. n my eyes g teary sakit yo~ i had my breakfast p parut ku malar grumbling aaaah maluuuuu eeeh c ruby n alam ketawa..well apa jua org ani hehehehe =D originally wanted to post a lyric p malas kan mencari or copy n paste hahahahahaha =p nothing good lately eeeh napakan tuuu~ busy plang p selalu buat alasan not to do sumtin~ this is BAD i KNOW!!
~tiada lagi yg ku harapkan~
~tiada lagi yg ku impikan~
~biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu~
~tiada lagi kata cintaku~
~takan lagi ku bersama mu~
~biar ku simpan semua kenangan ku bersama mu~
aneh~ thats the description for me TODAY.. confuse? YES sad? MAYBE happy? DUNKNOW jealous? *thinking* things are getting complicated in my head..well im not tryna make it more worse..i can handle em' altho i did/do/done absolutely NOTHING..nil/zero/nada terok aaah~ mana jua aaah pekara yg left unsolved obviously gona hunt me down..but yeah..sal i cant think of the solution yet ...HELP?!?!? not sure u can help me tho' can u? can? not? hmmm it seems like im talking to myself lately huh hahahahaha =p i feel like shouting "i don't want ............... anymore!!!!"
ok enuff already..~misteri hidup akal kan menghilang~dan bahagia d akhir cerita~ i hope there's a happy ending to my story..~bukan kah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia?~ well its depend dong..ngak ada cerita yg ending nya sama seperti yg kita mau.. (currently listening to cinta-melly n kd) hahahahha lyric nya ku type.. i dun believe in happy ending..coz for me it never exist..it only happen in fairy tales..jalan hidup masih panjang..hapiness n sadness goes well together kali aah..cerita hidup never end..until death.. my god wat is d very very wrong wif mas tonyt..well yeah it me, mas n masyha anyway hahahaha =p talking to myself is my hobby hahahahaha well not verbally..its all hapening in this head of mine anyway hahahahaha =p... WEIRDO!!!!! cheh~ who cares? ada?
bah till then tah kali aaah~ the last paragraph is a total CRAP=insanity!!!
assalamualaikum~
Beebee loves her family~
Masyha loves her BoNaFiDe~
*hugz+kishez*
