ThE BeAuTy oF LiFe
Assalamualaikum~
Since I have a lot of time to spare..rasa rajin kan blogging actually hehehehe =D blogging can be addictive berabis but lau malas atu bebulan inda beblog =p I watched banjun drama w yunho n yoochun with ub ofcoz sebab atu ku liat lau inda inda ku merati nyamu heheheheh..n ada the line lawa.. Stated below =p
“If you put a knife back into its pouch, the light shining from it can be hidden, But no matter how hard you try to hide someone’s heart, it will still shine”
“Showing someone your heart does not always result into love”
This is the topic today hehehe apakan~ both line aku suka pasal true waaa kan kan kan..like u cant resist but to fall for sum1 no matter how hard u try to hide it it still shows.. but by telling them there is no 100% guarantee to have their heart..the beauty of LIFE.. people strive..give their all..ganbatte ikimashoi!!! (Give it ur all) just to be happy.. to gain happiness need luckiness..effort..n mentally prepared for the worst I guess.. u cant expect everytin have a happy ending do you.. u can cry a million tears..u can try to think (just think) of suicide.. u can mad at sum1 else..blame them..blame urself but in the end u have ONLY YOU to think about..
I live for almost 20 years now.. Many regrets, pain n sad memories I had encountered.. but that’s the bitter sweet of my life.. If I have a choice to turn back I will leave the road behind. What for I turn back n live my life like I live my life in the past.. I have to be adventurous, stronger than I am before face forward kan? Honestly, if I think about my past aku ketawa.. cali waaa.. I mean at that time I was heartbroken but now when I think about it its funny how I was fooled. No matter how im hurt now..in few mths later I knw I’ll be laughing of this experience..
Today I woke up with the same dream tentang balik Brunei hehehehe everynyt same dream waduuuuuh..not exactly same same plang different cerita but pokoknya tentang balik BruLand plang hehehehe.. Chatted with my sister.. yeah my amah balik mid this month..woaaa tak sempat jumpa ia well its alryt =p gonna have amah baru maybe.. C Alai inda ikut belayar sal she told me that after ia Exam ia tarus ada observation from 15th May till 10th June..lau ku inda salah hehehehe.. Kaka TT pun inda jalan.. So cAlai ckp masa dorg babu jalan ke Msia ia jaga rumah hehehehe n jadi amah perhaps or jaga amah baru hahahahah =D oh gosh ertinya lau ku balik nanti aku jaga rumah? Hehehehe I wonder if aku balik nanti m I still gona be the person under my parent’s supervision or m I gona b this independent girl? Waseeeeh.. wat my sis ask me buat aku berpikir laaa.. true plang tuuu wat she said..i never think of it that way before hehehehe =p hmmmm cana aaah..is it too early to think about this heheheheh..
Well this post is quite short isn’t it heheheh oryt leeer I type again later hehehehe =p
Salam Rindu buat keluarga dan sahabat handai… LOVE n Missin U Guys a lot.. Muaxxx
Korean Freak!!!
Assalamualaikum people…
Just have the mood to actually blog pastu entah napa nada internet connection tonyt hehehehe.. im typing lu nanti copy n paste ja.. It’s been a long long time yea..i know..two months? Maybe hehehehe.. Mas Abis EXAM!!!! Hmmm wat have I been doing lately hmmm haven’t started packing sal lama lagi kan balik… so far liat this Taiwanese drama ‘Prince turn into Frog’ hmm im not a big fan of Taiwanese Drama..sal terlalu panjang n sumtime the pelakon macam inda pandai belakon..no offense aaah its such a drag waaa that’s why..lama dah ku nampak this drama p nada tegarak kan liat hehehehe… Now tergarak OMG…Lawa ceritanya well it’s like 30episodes gileer aku dgr pun tekajut..but siok laaa hehehehehehehe although ada conflict but inda kejiwa sal ada part cali yatah siuk n the pelakon pandai belakon not bad..good improvement for Taiwanese Drama =p
This happen kan lau ku start blogging..bukan main panjang nie I bet heheheh the blog huhuhuhuhu =p one movie I want to recommend to people is this Korean Movie ‘SAD STORY’ cali aah the tajuk..well a lil synopsis wont do any harm kan.. Dalam movie ani ada 4 cerita lau ku inda salah itung..siuk laa pokoknya u know laa typical Korean movie buat menangis n all but aku suka..since I love to cry..y I love to cry hmmm..one way of expressing urself..wats the use of putting it inside..i always believe after nangis walau problems inda solve at least lega rasanya.. kan kan kan sal lapas nangis kamu jadi diam and it feels empty inside kan? Well for my case awuuu heheheh =p
Well wow the first two paragraph I was talking about cerita..typical mas..overly excited lau pasal cerita hahahahah =p cant help it laaaa… btw lastnyt I watched this Korean show arah youtube inda ku tau nama the show but the guest was Kwon Sang Woo, Rain Bi, MC Mong, Han Ga In, Kang Ho Dong, Jae Dong hmmm this guy yg belakon arah ‘Love in Harvard’ this girl belakon arah this show lupaku namanya n another MC tak tau namanya hehehhe..well at least I knw more than half of their names kan hehehe.. The purpose of the game show is to guess the top 5 answers to internet questions. They have to guess n all.. the first qn is like this ‘to wat extent do u allow ur gf to have a guy-fren’ catulaaa bunyinya hahaha n then like all the male guest was like they dun like it when their gf have a guy-fren. C Rain Bi ckp lau ia ada gf ia inda mau jumpa any girl walau pun org tua or pasal keraja.. sweet I knw but u knw that’s just talk kan if he is in that situation the thing he’ll do wud be different to wat he said..m I right? Life babe..kdg we only knw how to talk to make a good impression but on the other hand we actually doing the opposite..yes? not all laaa but to some extent. Things like this happen but forgiven.
Actually this is not the topic I want to blog heheheh..it’s alryt..ill blog the topic I had in my mind in my next session apakan~ macam sesi counseling.. Oh yeah.. how’s exam? Hmmm Alhamdulilah..Syukur all the hardwork inda bebaloi..but not the time to enjoy sal the results is not out yet.. Mudahan tah ku Pass Amin~
Lately malar homesick..I miss BaBah..BaBu..Alai..Abeb n Fateen.. n also my keluarga d kampong =S especially masa exam..terok ku masa exam aaah..u know when u stress out u have no one u can turn to.. walau u have ur frens there in msn 24/7.. thanx raby..hann n all but yeah..it just not the same..sal usually aku kuar..liat babah n abeb main pool..dgni d dapur liat babu masak (ukan really nolong =p) liat tv..n so on… gosh cant wait to go home.. malar tebawa mimpi waaa.. ok it’s getting longer dah omg heheheh..
Assalamualaikum
Love My FaMz & BoNaFiDe & SouL SiSTaZ
MaSyHa <3>
Oh well its Monday and I am whining. How bad is that? Ok~ last week same day I did nothing hahahahaha.. But I went to York last Wednesday..the sun is out n it was sooooo FUN. Me n Ruby jalan jalan..so we went to this Designer Outlet..Daym talan air liur ja kali aaah mun udah inda beusin ani hahahaha =D the brg sana so branded u got tommy Hilfiger.. burberry.. emm guess emm byk laaa aku pun inda ingat yg ku ingat ada mark n spencer hehehehe adidas.. *thinking* mcDonald? 
Hahahaha n its all discounted goods laaa..like Claire’s nya d sana is like 30% off retail everytin hehehe how good is that..
kak munira ke Manchester Airport..it’s 3 hrs journey by road..ulang alik makes it 6hrs..ayung ku nyamuuuuuuu!!!! I think because my bp naik hahahha sal I ate daging terok eeeh..mun Babu tau waa ada ku kana latuk hahahaha makan lagi daging hahhaha =p pastu after antar kak munira me n faiz ke car park after he paid the parking ticket..pastu masa kan kuar the card inda mau cana kan tuuu..kana hon laa kami..but there’s no way out laaa macam stuck d sana kami aaah.. so last last we asked for help by takan the button d atas hehehe nasib baik mau jua kami kuar..hahahha pastu aku nie takut waaaa takut sasat sal im d one yg baca map hahhaha but thank god kami selamat sampai ke Hull around 8.30ish pm.. well its nt malam yet here so we go straight to kak fidah’s house antar keta abg mat hahaha..pastu panya ramai org arah rumah bg Mat.. ada kak Faizah or is it Fairuz…lupa laa pokoknya kak Faiz hahahaha n two other families that I cant remember their names im so bad I know..but yeah jrg waa jumpa kecuali kak Faiz laaa hehehe ia ada baby dah..CUTE!!!! the baby… waaaa aku rindu anak damit heheheheh.. oh well liat buli balik again.. n kak Faiz bawa this makanan I think her mom did it the nenek..hehehe =p makanan org Kelantan nasi Dagang n this nasi.. I forgot the name.. yg ada taugeh n sayur n all I knw the name p tiap kali kan ingat balik kuar nasi kebuli plang lain lain nie waaah.. nyaman laa nasi nya hehehehe makan w this kuah ayam n all..wa siasia pun heheheh makanan org kelantan..asyik first experience..
Outgoing personality. Takes risks. Feeds on attention. No self control. Kind hearted. Self confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BI
G imagination. loves to beloved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain", caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. (i think so =p) stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.
