ThE BeAuTy oF LiFe
Assalamualaikum~
Since I have a lot of time to spare..rasa rajin kan blogging actually hehehehe =D blogging can be addictive berabis but lau malas atu bebulan inda beblog =p I watched banjun drama w yunho n yoochun with ub ofcoz sebab atu ku liat lau inda inda ku merati nyamu heheheheh..n ada the line lawa.. Stated below =p
“If you put a knife back into its pouch, the light shining from it can be hidden, But no matter how hard you try to hide someone’s heart, it will still shine”
“Showing someone your heart does not always result into love”
This is the topic today hehehe apakan~ both line aku suka pasal true waaa kan kan kan..like u cant resist but to fall for sum1 no matter how hard u try to hide it it still shows.. but by telling them there is no 100% guarantee to have their heart..the beauty of LIFE.. people strive..give their all..ganbatte ikimashoi!!! (Give it ur all) just to be happy.. to gain happiness need luckiness..effort..n mentally prepared for the worst I guess.. u cant expect everytin have a happy ending do you.. u can cry a million tears..u can try to think (just think) of suicide.. u can mad at sum1 else..blame them..blame urself but in the end u have ONLY YOU to think about..
I live for almost 20 years now.. Many regrets, pain n sad memories I had encountered.. but that’s the bitter sweet of my life.. If I have a choice to turn back I will leave the road behind. What for I turn back n live my life like I live my life in the past.. I have to be adventurous, stronger than I am before face forward kan? Honestly, if I think about my past aku ketawa.. cali waaa.. I mean at that time I was heartbroken but now when I think about it its funny how I was fooled. No matter how im hurt now..in few mths later I knw I’ll be laughing of this experience..
Today I woke up with the same dream tentang balik Brunei hehehehe everynyt same dream waduuuuuh..not exactly same same plang different cerita but pokoknya tentang balik BruLand plang hehehehe.. Chatted with my sister.. yeah my amah balik mid this month..woaaa tak sempat jumpa ia well its alryt =p gonna have amah baru maybe.. C Alai inda ikut belayar sal she told me that after ia Exam ia tarus ada observation from 15th May till 10th June..lau ku inda salah hehehehe.. Kaka TT pun inda jalan.. So cAlai ckp masa dorg babu jalan ke Msia ia jaga rumah hehehehe n jadi amah perhaps or jaga amah baru hahahahah =D oh gosh ertinya lau ku balik nanti aku jaga rumah? Hehehehe I wonder if aku balik nanti m I still gona be the person under my parent’s supervision or m I gona b this independent girl? Waseeeeh.. wat my sis ask me buat aku berpikir laaa.. true plang tuuu wat she said..i never think of it that way before hehehehe =p hmmmm cana aaah..is it too early to think about this heheheheh..
Well this post is quite short isn’t it heheheh oryt leeer I type again later hehehehe =p
Salam Rindu buat keluarga dan sahabat handai… LOVE n Missin U Guys a lot.. Muaxxx
