Happy Chinese New Year N Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah
now..me malas kan post picture hahahahaha..ngalih mencari nanti tah post hahahah.. ok actually yesterday plang CNY..tahun baru hijrah inda tau bila..is it today? or tommorow? or lusa? teruk eeeh inda tau hahaha opsss..actually iv just started my HRM assignment hahaha baru ku buat heading nya baru typed "introduction" after that..sayu ku hari ani bnar nya~ do u knw how much i wan to go home this moment *sigh* lagu ani punya pasal..sayu ku..everytime aku pigang buku i was like "kuar ku jap eeh liat tv" n reality strikes that im not at home to kuar bilik *sniff* yeah yeah yeah mas homesick again..well it comes n go~ shyte man this song makes me cry..uwaaaa :'(
bnar nya malas kan blogging sorry han for ur disappointment..hehehehe but its funny enuf that everytime ku start typing..panajng hantap hahaha.. tommorow at my house ada makan makan..aku sayu wen my sis ckp.."bee..i wish ur here.." :'( *sniff* *sigh* have fun u guys..w/o me kah w me kah..just send me some pics or video.. ok aku tidur kul 3am tadi n bgn kul 12 tgh ari hahahah..my god wat the heck org d atas belagur lagur..berisik!!!!! rubuh jua ni krg ceiling ku..hahahaha gloomy ku bnar nya hari ani..plan ku inda beguna which is bersih kan my room n start my assignment..bgn tidur liat "1 litre of tears" sedih bnar eeeh cerita aaah nangis ku leh nya..pastu kuar ku jap buang sampah pastu jumpa my housemate nicholas..lain kali muka ku..pasal abis nangis yatah ia tanya "how r u? r u alryt?" hmmm of coz i said "im fine~" hahahaha ia tu nada lagi pertanyaan lain lau jumpa atu jua d tanya nya hahahah =D
lastnyt i was a bit sad laaaa..i realised how time passed us so fast..i mean its already CNY~ Tahun hijrah~ n memories of last year still fresh in my head.. last yr during CNY..me n the HSBC team went convoying to KB..walau aga 2 rumah ja p siuk..arah rumah c vincent and rumah c catherine~ rinduuu ku dorg aaah n also Diana n Wan Ching~ my god.. terkenang ku dorg aaah how nice they have been to us..how understanding n caring they can be.. (my god the noise is so annoying) i msg c vincent, cath n diana wishing dorg CNY.. i dun have Wan Ching's no~ n also my chinese frens here.. Cath replied my msg aaah saying ia kan quit kraja sal she gona migrate to Aussie arah her bf waaa so sweet~ in march~ so i wont be able to c her nanti sedih eeeh~ rindu ku kan ia..all her cards..hand made aaah very nice hahaha~ ingat plang ku c daus hahaha palau anak atu hahahaha =D vincent replied my msg p ia jahat as usual..panyanya hahahaha not sure whetha he's joking or not plang.. ia ckp ia inda kenal aku..sedih eeeeh~ i hope he's joking =P atu kejam lau lupa hahaha~ =D no worries tak bawa ke hati...
second semester is really stressing me out..i got a group work aaah sejak second sem started ani kami alum ada group meeting..ingau ku teruk eeeh..my god i hope everyting goes well..amin~ pray for me too peeps~ i msged my group leader dah asked him to arrange a group meeting ASAP..need to settle things jua kan..n guess wat.. nada reply nya aaaah!!! paloiii kali..teruk eeeh i think im gona msg him again tommorow~ wth~
lately~ i feel as if iv changed alot..i know i promised some people to stay the same..p if u think about it..changes can be good kan? i mean u dont expect people to stay put there waiting for things to change on its own..ok i dun get wat i just said hahahaha =D yeah iv changed n im proud of it.. hopefully im changing for the best..apakan..well i didnt change exactly..hmmmm takut org tanya change cana hahahahaa =D ok laaaa im still the same me..kali~ maybe~ ok hahahaah just forget about the change bit hahahahaha.. waaa confusing jua aaah this paragraph..macam nada inti hahaha =D antam tia..liat ja krg lau curious..pokok nya aaah kdg kdg uv change kan u dun actually realising it.. sama jua tuu feelings..sumtym u think u can handle them..n at the end u just wan to give up..give up because u just cant lie anymore or force urself in doing sumtin ur heart not willing to do~ i think im experiencing that one ryt now..maybe~ *thinking* i need time n space..entah eeeh.. ada that line iv heard before "mengemaskini kan diri" hmm lurus kah inda tuu aaah =p i wish i can type evertin down about my feeling ryt now~ p im still the same ol me at some point..always guilty..takut sakiti hati org..lagi baik ku tahan..even im lyin to myself n force myself "tahan for a while longer" omg~ mcm jargon aaah macam buat org inda paham apa maksud ku..hahahaha i know some of u knw wat i mean....kan kan kan~ i know i hurt "that person"~ if not now..maybe later in the future~ n when that time comes..il be the jahat-ness people..n i need to prepare for that time~ coz i need to be strong to face it
i miss home..im looking at my baby picture that was took luar rumah ku..thinking that im not only leaving brunei for a while but also my house my home my castle where i live since i was born..gosh i miss my room..my house..my tv..my korean box sets..my car..byk eeeeh~ hahahaha =D
oh yeah result A level n AS level kuar dah~ my bro got 4 AS alhamdulilah~ congrates beb~ i love u~ u know i do ryt~ u lanja me nanti k..o maybe aku lanja makan lasagna ja arah pizza hut~hahahaha sambil online arah blinkzone aaah hahaha =D lurus kah inda eja nya tuu hahahaha.. well ur result is soooo much better than me..walau ko inda puas hati hahaha =D a,b,b n c is not bad laaa babe~ buleh~ =p
ok till now lu k~
Happy Chinese New Year~ the Year of Dog..woof woof
SeLaMaT TaHuN BaRu HiJRaH
ConGraTeZ To My BaBy Bro..BeB
CoNgRaTeZ To My Mom...BonDa ku TerSaYang
Assalamualaikum~
LoVe My Family So Much much
LoVe My BoNaFiDe BaBez~
