What makes me HOMESICK!!!!!
ok..assalamualaikum everyone.. just feel like typing sumtin.. lawa topic ku aaaah true ryt..well i cant seem to cure my homesickness..it comes n goes.. well, after all i spent my last 19 years with my families.. never occur to me living alone n yet far away from home.. im actually surprised myself that i can bare w it..seriously..for these past few months i cried alot..well im a crybaby of coz =p that's the ONLY cure to release my sadness..my happiness..my loneliness..my everytin'.. u knw i told rusy this once..if ur in the situation where u dun knw wats wrong wif u..n u just dont know how to express them..cry is the best way to release them.. true kan rusy? well it works for me..
lately aku rindu babah..aku inda tau napa i miss babah so much..its so weird berabisly..*mas cries* reminiscing alot of my memories lately..things that i did in the past but yet not appreciate em' n suddenly realise the meaning of every action..every emotion..every words that said..every laughter..every tears..and most importantly every MOMENT of every SECOND spent w every1 i LOVE so much in my life..
i miss spending time w babah..in the car..talking watsoever happened in school..makan bfast arah restaurant sebelum kraja.. makan martabak wif dua mata lembu arah kadai kaling.. actually babah jarang marah..hehehehe p babah lau kusut diam walau his face tells everytin.. sum1 who always tired and stress about his children but yet never complain.. sum1 who always laugh n smile everytime i joke around.. yeah babah nampak garang..hahahahaha strict usulnya hahahahaha.. i guess most of my friends said that..p lau jumpa my dad cali sikit hahahaha =p first time liat babah banar banar nangis masa antar aku d airport.. well he never really shows lau nangis walau c abib pernah ckp babah pernah nangis masa dgr result c abib hahahaha =p i miss cium tangan babah.. *sniff* *sniff* =S protective..mcm my bodyguard..babah yg trust me on my own decision walau he disapprove sumtimes hahahahaha =p p yeah i always turut ckp babah..hahahaha u knw parent's instinct things..i do believe in those seriously..pasal pernah experienced em' hahahaha =D merajuk inda bertempat aku aaaah..
babu..bonda ku yg tersayang..my inspiration..very strong women..the best cook..always do her best in everytin..that's my mom!!! work to achieve the best.. babu yg never really disapprove me hahahahaha =p i miss makan d luar.. babu selalu lanja.. siok just tipun babu bawa makan hahahahaha =p makan mee mamak arah c kumis hahahaha..but seriously tabal kumis nya.. hmmm come to think about it i inherit my mom byk kali hahahahaha =p my mom emo kali aaah hahahaha.. cool kali aaah.. i miss liat ceria Korea sama Babu sampai subuh.. walau kana marah babah hahahahaha.. ingat masa dulu liat meteor garden sampai kul 3 pagi hahahaha esuk sekulah kali aaah..me my mom n my sis arah my parents' room g tuu hahahaha..awuuu eeeh babah bgn nyuruh kami tidur hahahaha =p p thats not the worst yet..ada lagi worst masa liat my 19 yrs old sister in law..atu sampai kul4 ish am hahahahaha c abib surrender tidur..i miss shopping sama babu..=s miss liat wayang..babu lanja hehehehehe =s alot laaaa.. babu is super strict dari dulu hahahaha =p but im thankful for that..really..because of that im like this..alhamdulilah~ she is so worried about everytin..if we're not at home or not in her view bah ada saja tah tuuu hahahaha sama mcm c alai..tinggal d hostel..malar my mom ingau coz she hasnt call home yet~ i wonder babu ingau kan aku setiap hari..or cry at night.. *sigh* aku ke china lagi babu ingau..i still remember ada masa atu aku balik malam bis kraja hehehehe sal ada road show the next day so buat preparation.. yeah babu marah laaa sal aku alum balik hahahahaha yeah sal my sis told me..the weird thing is masa sampai rumah babu inda marah pun hahahahahaha =p sama jua kes nya sama my sis hahahaha.. babu ingau waaa tuuu... =p *teary*
si mas homesick..well its natural i guess since im away from home..there's no place is as warm as cozy as nice as home..i feel safe..love..secure..at ease at home..well hahahahaha sal i spend alot i mean ALOT of my time at home kali aaaah..seriously..aku jrg jln kali aaah..tiring waaa commute everyday for the past 8 years hahahaha =D ngalih..yeah i understand my dad's ngalih-ness now.. my parents' stress-ness of their works.. well school is just nothing compare to work.. heran bnar when come to think of it its not really use up ur energy watsoever p lapas kraja tuu mcm nada lagi energy left.. hmm the power of work?!?!? hahahahaha well im back to studying..better make the full use of the time.. time flies so fast without u knwin it.. i mean the next thing u knw its dark outside n its time for u to sleep..u wake up and its a brand new day.. a brand new week a brand new month.. u gettin older every second.. u getting wiser?!?!? hahahaha =D hopefully.. i just have to be strong.. put a smile on my face..as if no one or nothing can bring me down.. loneliness always in my heart but the love that my family gave me overpower them all.. thats the power of LOVE~ i believe LOVE is pure n without any doubt very POWERFUL..coz i can feel it from my FAMILY.. they are my TRUE LOVE.. never fade..never leave me..never go away..
Yeah yeah..this is mas talking about her family once again i guess.. hahahaha.. half of my heart is mine..n the other half is my family's hahahaha =D i thank ALLAH s.w.t for being born in a family full of LOVE.. Alhamdulilah~ babah & babu whom i love the most..who sacrifice everytin for me n my siblings' hapiness n nothing else.. LOVE u both so much more than myself i guess.. =p
sapa keboringan angkat tangan!!!! heheheheh yeah i know..sorry ler..c mas meluah kan se-isi-isi hatinya hehehehe =p
ok dunwana bore any1 lagi.. buat org homesick n sedih plang jadinya hahahaha..nada deh..hanya luahan hati semata mata..
Assalamualaikum~
Love My Family Soooooooooooo Much~
Love My BoNaFiDe~
Love Every1 who makes me Happy n Smile n Cry also *wink*
>>>MaSyHa<<<
