Assalamualaikum~
hey.. im here again... studied but very very bit bit bit~ *sigh* wats wrong with me!!! why can't i get over him.. why do i have secebis perasaan masih arah ia?!?!?!? n HE DIDN'T even KNOW!!! hanzi said to tell him off but but buuuuuuuut~~~ *sigh* i can't *tears* i can't believe i'm THIS WEAK!! its so sad to know this.. but entah i just can't im totally cold with all my responses but why m i the one that cries when i typed all those mean (sorta) stuff... y m i d one that feels the most miserable.. y m i d one that is so unhappy?... y m i so vulnerable when im around him? y is it easy for him to break me this way? why why why??? qns that are so easy to construct n yet so hard to answer...
nah kalinya ku meluah kan tuu aaah... yg paling bari sasak is when ur here feeling all the emotion n he's there feeling happy with his love ones... im not trying to be or sound mean but i am selfish waaa... it's not i don't want him to be happy... its just that.. entah eeeh.. he makes me feel miserable.. and i don't like feeling miserable waaa mas benci waaa.. i miss home now!!! *sigh* entah eeeh everytime we chat kan macam every words he said macam mocking me waaa.. m i being so overly sensitive or is my feeling sensible? either way i still don't know.. hopefully i get over him soon.. coz this pain is almost at the limit that i can just burst.. i don't want my old pain rekindle.. FUDGE HELL NO!!!! gillerrrr... Mas!!! Basssyha!!!! Cayo!!!! GAmbatte!!!! FAitooo!!!!! im STRONG!!! I AM!!!!!! he cant bring me down after today (hehehhe sal today alum abis) AMIN~~ ALLAH s.w.t akan sentiasa bersama ku Amin~~~ along with my love ones.. my Family n Bonafides~~ kan kan kan
bah kan cari makanan ku jap.. huhuhuhuhu will update soon hopefully with my vacations posts ayt... catch you guys later~~ Assalamualaikum