
Assalamualaikum~I'm back here feeling alot better than yesterday. *SMILE* waaaa read Hanzi's Blog yeah~ yeah~ yeah~ .....moving on..... I have to admit it what she said ada banarnya. I was really at the low yesterday.. so i blogged twice *SMILE* heheheh baru ku abis mem-blog kan ada org katok bilik ku.. so when i open kan panya c Beb~ i didn't realised i was in my room like the WHOLE DAY!!! masa ia nampak aku she said 'hey Mas.. *look at me differently* ok ko kah mas.. lain jua sulmu..' n i BURST!!! panic ya.. asking me napa.. so luahkan laa ku arah nya.. pacah yo~~~ macam laut waaa bilik ku (a little exagerated) hehehhe so aku lama turun ke bawah altho i know the others d bawah.. hehehe sal bida waaa usul ku.. all read n puffy hhahahah =DSee, im good now.. Things will go well now.. Insya Allah.. chatted with D tadi n told him a bit of my story (sorry D.. tell u nanti k) he asked me waa.. 'what's so special about him that makes it hard for you to forget about him?' hmmm i don't know.. it's like when you like someone you'll be very selfish n willing to sacrifice anything.. pokok nya he used to be VERY SPECIAL to me.. Nya c Beb i need to stop being such a nice person yang inda mau menyakitkan hatinya and end up hurting myself so badly.. True!! but like always 'He's a Friend of mine' ok laaa i just need a time off him so that i can focus on myself n also my life yang lagik berantakan gituh oleh cowok ituh!! hahahaha.. lawa eeh apa c Beb ckp kemarin aaah 'Mas.. don't listen to what ur feeling and emotion is saying right now.. listen to what your head and mind is saying' get it.. because i was so sad aku makan luan d makan perasaan.. yatah pakai kepala mun cematu.. pasal kan when u calmed down dah u'll know what happened is just bullshit!! Hanzi said.. Love is not blind.. its just i chose not to see what's obvious =D meaning im the only one who have control of Me, Myself and My Life not him.. i will not let anyone Break me anymore.. only I, Mas can Break me.. okeh!!ok actually i was belajar-ing pastu kan ambil tissue pastu liat blog.. mem-blog plang ku hahahaha palau.. ok continue belajar ku luu~~ Until Next Time~~~ Tissue ku abis.. going down!!currently listening to --> Brandy - Everthing I Do, I'll Do It For You