Assalamualaikum Everyone!!!
it's been a while. typical introduction, no? but this time i have my reason :)
December after i handed in my assignments, my laptop broke down. The motherboard just died, meaning it's useless so need to get a new laptop. After a MONTH worth of surveying i bought a new one, SONY VAIO. Comment on it: it's nice, I'm loving it plus it's 16" so enjoying my Korean things in bigger version. Sort Off :) Haven't done much of Drama-ing.
Semester 2 starts tomorrow! As far as i know i have no class tomorrow. Another free day for me but.... i have late classes every Tuesday and FRIDAY!!!! i don't mind plang but still it's LATE and the Temperature also VERY SAJUK. I want to start this semester with a big smile. Come to think about what's going on in my life, i had a hard one last semester. Partly because I'm mentally not prepared with all the changes happening in my life. I'm coping well with it, insya Allah. There are always new things i found about me in this life. I always thought i have a stable life in my own comfort zone but it turns out when there's a drastic change, i kinda went crazy and lost. I realised that there's a big world outside my comfort zone, a world that i need to figure out myself. I'm in my 20s and i yet i don't think i know anything. What's this? What's that? How does that feel? and so on.
I never feel so lonely until i realised that I'm alone.. make sense? There's a lot of wishes right now in my head. But... wishes are just wishes and will not be realised until i do something about it. The next question would be, How?
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos some one's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Natasha Bedingfield's Soulmate. that's what I've been listening to the whole day. I might sound desperate but i want to find HIM. My heart feels lonely by days. Funny how i want to put this at the back of my mind because of my current condition but i just can't help to feel being love by someone else other than my family. Desperate much? i know. but i don't call this desperation.. more like... it's time for me to be out there and give myself a chance and give someone a chance to be important in my life. it's a privilege kali ah :)
Missing something..... i will sure find it :)
Labels: 마즈's Life, 소원 = Wish
